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Hi my earth name is Janedoe.
I have been wanting to write this since but lazyness and procrastination.

This is My letter to my unborn child.

I was born into a family of hatred, negativity and penury so i would not want you to attach to that.

I wish for you when you are 18, you evacuate to your own house and live completely as an adult not dependent on anybody. And yes i would provide your basic needs and you. Wont suffer under my reign.
I do not wish for you to be a slave to your brothers, family, society or anybody. God has given everybody free will.

I do not want to hide food from you , or starve you of basic thing i know you need to survive.
A father should protect his children not expose them to risk, imagine when u cant afford to send your child to school, when you cant use money to improve his life but you still manipulate him.
I dont want your pain to be the source of my laughter.

Imagine because i dont have money and i have to survive first as a father, i starts manipulating you because i do not want society to see me as a bad poor man, i create fake narrative that i Organised visa for you and spent about 10 million but you are bad luck and wont be successful.

I finally discovered that for 24 years I have been living in the wrong environment.
I dont want you to live in the wrong environment as i have some wound that can never heal.

So you've concluded you'll give birth in poverty
Please my candid advise before you reply, if you're not capable-- there's no harm in staying childless. We're tired of male and female almajiri, armed robbers, kidnappers and hookup slay queens. Enjoy your life and die peacefully. You've concluded you don't have to pass on, so why bring another human to suffer

I wont ask you to pray and go to church by force when I do not even have clothes to wear.

I wont ask you to go to church and pray when I cannot afford to pay your school fees or lead you through the right path.

I wont Frame or create narratives about you because i have no money to manage you.

I wont disrespect your privacy.
I would not force you to accept a religion.

And i wont disrespect you.

I dont even want to see / immagine you suffering.

Don't take it as an insult but consider going to a rehab ASAP.
What you are smoking and taking is numbing your brain from thinking the right way.
I am saying this based on the crazy topics you have been posting here. Now it has gotten t the extent you are writing on the walls.
Try and go to the nearest psychiatric hospital before you harm yourself and others more.

kingthreat:
Don't take it as an insult but consider going to a rehab ASAP.
What you are smoking and taking is numbing your brain from thinking the right way.
I am saying this based on the crazy topics you have been posting here. Now it has gotten t the extent you are writing on the walls.
Try and go to the nearest psychiatric hospital before you harm yourself and others more.

It seems you are going through worse sorry I feel for you.

amancalledgodd:
Hi my earth name is Janedoe. I have been wanting to write this since but lazyness and procrastination.
This is My letter to my unborn child. I was born into a family of hatred, negativity and penury so i would not want you to attach to that.
I wish for you when you are 18, you evacuate to your own house and live completely as an adult not dependent on anybody. And yes i would provide your basic needs and you. Wont suffer under my reign.
I do not wish for you to be a slave to your brothers, family, society or anybody. God has given everybody free will. I do not want to hide food from you , or starve you of basic thing i know you need to survive. A father should protect his children not expose them to risk, imagine when u cant afford to send your child to school, when you cant use money to improve his life but you still manipulate him.
I dont want your pain to be the source of my laughter.
Imagine because i dont have money and i have to survive first as a father, i starts manipulating you because i do not want society to see me as a bad poor man, i create fake narrative that i Organised visa for you and spent about 10 million but you are bad luck and wont be successful.
I finally discovered that for 24 years I have been living in the wrong environment. I dont want you to live in the wrong environment as i have some wound that can never heal.

You want an 18-year-old to vacate to his/her own home? Are you ready to make sure you build a home for your child to have when he/she turns 18?

amancalledgodd:
It seems you are going through worse sorry I feel for you.

Which normal human being will write on the wall?