I’m writing in detail because this is the 1st time I’m telling it to anyone. I never wanted to be a girl. When I was a kid I used to dress up in boy cloths, I’d tell everyone that I’m a boy. I hated girlish stuff & was never interested in jewelry,
dolls etc. I loved to play outdoor games with my male cousins instead of playing girlish games with my female friends. At 1st day of my school, my mother forcefully dressed me up in girl’s cloths because she knew I would want to wear boy
clothing. From a young age I knew something was wrong with me. I didn’t feel things were right for me. I didn't enjoy my puberty, I hated the changes, I would cry and felt frustrated for it wasn't what I wanted instead I always wanted to be a boy. I wasn't allowed to wear boy clothing when I got admission to secondary school(till now), when I was in secondary school I got attracted towards females instead of males. It was there that I heard the term lesbian, I became scared and felt disgusted, I thought I’m homosexual and it made me more depressed, I'd pray to jesus to turn me into a boy or change me from within. I know these feelings are hard for a normal person to understand and it has nothing to do with my upbringing because my other siblings are normal and happily married but for me it’s like living a life of lie, I hate cooking and sewing, I’d love to have a career instead of female responsibilities, the idea of motherhood, children, family and being a dutiful wife towards a husband fills my heart with grief because it is not what I can do, these expectations of others hurt me, torture me. I have a desire for boy clothes and their accessories, I am not like normal girls, it feels like I have never enjoyed my life, I’m always unhappy. I feel I’m jealous of my brothers because they are males and they are not going through what I am through. It’s constant pain. I know life is hard for everyone, but this logic doesn’t satisfy me anymore. I know even if I was a boy I’d have other problems but still I can’t soothe my pain without this logic but now,am enjoying my life cause old things have past away and most of my stories here are 90%fiction,don't take it too serious and for those of you that are calling/tagging me a guy,your highly welcome

Gringrin gringrin gringrin grin grin

so what's your point in this write up?

I love your heading oh ggrin my heart

Smh. You truly opened a thread.

So u want to b a boy right? Ok..

Oahray:
Smh. You truly opened a thread.

shake it well

LaurelP:
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sup

ggrin:
shake it well

lol. But really, this is unnecessary. Too much info. You could as well have ignored, or better still laughed at the joke.

Learn to ignore . You owe nobody any freaking explanation on this forum. .

You are boy not a girl. Deal with it.

I have actually digged your twitter and fb profile.

Smh

Abia.

You will be a boy someday, maybe next world

You might be a boy someday, maybe next world

90% fiction. So you are a boy? Okay oh

This Ggrin is a BOY. Na thunder go fire you for lying. You no get profile pix or any personal pix on Twitter but you get for NL. Na thunder go shave that your head and scrape your tiny blokos.

Den go fo gus n replace samantha

Freak!

Na wa. So after knowing she is a boy, re u guys getting any national award for finding out Tschew. You people should jst let others be. It might be for fun.and no1 begged u to trip for her. I know some will bash me. But I do not care

Grin grin grin, boy/gal, u still my padi. I lyk d way u roll

this daggrin sef

cooljoe:
Grin grin grin, boy/gal, u still my padi. I lyk d way u roll

oshe omo iya

Gooci:
this daggrin sef

gooci ko gucci ni

ggrin:
;Dgooci ko gucci ni

yu be thug

warrisdis

nickz:
warrisdis

wetin u see

I am confused about what gender you really are. But if you're a girl, you're a really cool girl and if you're a guy, you know a lot about girls and you deserve an Oscar

ggrin:
wetin u see

ur nyash

I just came in my pants reading this...



#BITG

Krystalxxx:
I am confused about what gender you really are. But if you're a girl, you're a really cool girl and if you're a guy, you know a lot about girls and you deserve an Oscar

oscar ko hazard ni
Thanks for ur comment tho