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RealJaneDoe:
Leaving Islam was a good decision

Akpan107:
Only Jesus save's.

ColdHardTruth:
i'm 22 years old i live in a muslim country i used to defend islam and muslims in the internet whenever an atheist used to bash it , and ironically im an athiest now after opening my eyes and seaching and reading many things about Islam which i didnt know before , and 90% of muslims don't know and won't dare to question because they are either scared or just dont care , for me it was fear of my family because my parents are religious people my mother is a Religion teacher so i never dared to tell her about the doubts i had ever since i was 12 , years passed by and thx to my mother again i was force fed glorious stories about islam that made me a religious person myself the effect of parents or another person on a child is really scary i reached the point where i was like 10000% sure that everything in QUran is real and did happen , ofcourse whenever i watched some Atheists talking about religion i get some questions in my head but i didnt bother to look more into that , i quickly turn on the TV and find an islamic Tv channel (which are like 60% of Nilesat channels) and i listen to those Imams and the same thing happens again they get rid of my doubts with their glorious stories about Prophet and how good he was ... remembering these moments i feel like an idiot and im ashamed of it , anyway the big turning point for me was 2 years ago when i watched a video that i wish i didnt watched but im thankful that i watched it at the same time , you might heard of the notorious ''Dafu Love'' video which was made by that Psycopath child rapist called Peter Scully anyway the content of that video shocked me i couldnt sleep for 10 days i almost lost my sanity (i wont discuss the video because its terrible) somehow that video made it clear for me that there is no way that there is a God out there who can possibly let those 11 months babies die like that ! so i started reading QUran and understanding the meanings and reading about the prophet and overall just looking at the islamic world and what did Islam and this so called great Allah did to it , and after that i reached the conclusion that i have been living a big stupid lie my whole life .. I felt sad because i wasted so much time being a muslim but i also felt free that feeling was just amazing i feel light i feel like my brain is limitless now it's hard to explain but it's justa wonderful feeling. Ofcourse my life is the same as it used to be because i can't just go outside I DONT BELIEVE IN ALLAH ANYmore , i probably will be sent to jail for 15 years or worse getting killed for apostasy or commiting social suicide , i still pretend to be a muslim to fit in my family and friends and the whole society its terrible but when im alone i feel free and that what matters . that was my story with Islam and how i became a NonBeliever i just wanted to share it with you , and excuse my terrible English and Punctuation.

https://m.reddit.com/r/atheism/comments/3nuz4m/my_story_with_islam_and_how_i_became_an_atheist/

aminusanti:
Lolz. Lying thomas well done! Try harder