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Hello, My name is Samuel, I gave my life to christ early 2012 at CAC and later become depper life member in 2014, I was so passionate for the work and to the service of God and everything was going well with me in many area, financially, materially mostly spiritually, as times goes by towards 2015 ending I invested in one online business that make me to loss almost everything I have gathered, I start blaming God for it, during the business there is some money I try to borrow promise to pay then back in short period of time. when I an unable to repay and could not face then anymore I relocate from ondo state to akwa ibom maybe things would get better. but to cut the long story short, many failure start arise in academic, financial and now began with spiritual, firstly I quit my quite time, I don't do weekly fasting again, I find it difficult to pray when I wakeup in the morning, I dont go to weekly service anymore only Sunday service now the worst part is that I don't fell like going to Sunday service again I don't attend sunday service more than 6 times since this year has began nd now i start doing things I hate to do before like listen to worldly music, lying, watching BLUE film has become my habit, thinking of visit ASHAWO house which I have never do in my entire life before even resisting my friend that do it. now I feel helpless and restless don't know were to start again. Non of my pastor is aware of my backsliding they only discover I don't attend service like before and I also notice that the worst of this happen immediately after my BAPTISM , please help want should I do but this thing always come to my mind that as far as I m broke I can not serve God willing heartedly.
Note: any error you find in my English don't blame me because I have stop my education since 20111 immediately after my jss3 exam because there is no money to continue and no one is ready to help since the death of my father. Your advice and help is welcome

I HOPE YOU KNOW THE STORY OF JOB IN THE BIBLE? My dear brother, life is hard and sometimes unfair but GOD is our only HOPE. Tough times will always come but it wont last cos ONLY TOUGH PEOPLE LAST.

You need to go back to God, Join a bible believing church where you can start afresh.
THE BEST PLACE TO START AFRESH IN LIFE IS LEVEL ZERO

You also need a MENTOR or a SPIRITUAL FATHER that can help you financially and with a Job. Idleness is what brings all those vices into our lives.
Pls there is no suffering in this world that can be compared to HELL. You can start afresh today and I pray non of us will go to HELL in Jesus Name

yommyk222:
Hello, My name is Samuel, I gave my life to christ early 2012 at CAC and later become depper life member in 2014, I was so passionate for the work and to the service of God and everything was going well with me in many area, financially, materially mostly spiritually, as times goes by towards 2015 ending I invested in one online business that make me to loss almost everything I have gathered, I start blaming God for it, during the business there is some money I try to borrow promise to pay then back in short period of time. when I an unable to repay and could not face then anymore I relocate from ondo state to akwa ibom maybe things would get better. but to cut the long story short, many failure start arise in academic, financial and now began with spiritual, firstly I quit my quite time, I don't do weekly fasting again, I find it difficult to pray when I wakeup in the morning, I dont go to weekly service anymore only Sunday service now the worst part is that I don't fell like going to Sunday service again I don't attend sunday service more than 6 times since this year has began nd now i start doing things I hate to do before like listen to worldly music, lying, watching BLUE film has become my habit, thinking of visit ASHAWO house which I have never do in my entire life before even resisting my friend that do it. now I feel helpless and restless don't know were to start again. Non of my pastor is aware of my backsliding they only discover I don't attend service like before and I also notice that the worst of this happen immediately after my BAPTISM , please help want should I do but this thing always come to my mind that as far as I m broke I can not serve God willing heartedly.
Note: any error you find in my English don't blame me because I have stop my education since 20111 immediately after my jss3 exam because there is no money to continue and no one is ready to help since the death of my father. Your advice and help is welcome

my brother one thing I can tell you is that brother it's just a FACE...as long as u keep fighting ya demons they will flee and u win.

Cholls:
my brother one thing I can tell you is that brother it's just a FACE...as long as u keep fighting ya demons they will flee and u win.

Your SIG tells me you are a sexist idiot.

when the cares of this world wont let the seed grow in your heart...guard your faith jealously, trials would always be there but he that persists to the end would get his reward..sorry for your losses, i pray you recover all

Challenges should bring us close to God. Whenever you move away from God during trials, you get yourself into greater troubles.
It is never too late. Just return back to God. Totally surrender to Him. I can't assure you all your problems will vanish, but I am certain God will help you through it. At the end of it all, you will develop more strength, more faith and ability to depend on God. May the Lord recieve you like the prodigal son and restore you like He restored Job in Jesus name

yommyk222:
Hello, My name is Samuel, I gave my life to christ early 2012 at CAC and later become depper life member in 2014, I was so passionate for the work and to the service of God and everything was going well with me in many area, financially, materially mostly spiritually, as times goes by towards 2015 ending I invested in one online business that make me to loss almost everything I have gathered, I start blaming God for it,

why did you blame God for it? is he the one that advised you to do the business?

during the business there is some money I try to borrow promise to pay then back in short period of time. when I an unable to repay and could not face then anymore I relocate from ondo state to akwa ibom maybe things would get better. but to cut the long story short, many failure start arise in academic, financial and now began with spiritual,

there are ups and downs... there will always be ups and downs.. we will always make mistakes.. some more stupid than the other.. we will always regret.. what matters is what you do to get out of the situation... its quote normal to “hope" or “wish" that things would get better... but if only wishes were horses... if you want things to get better, you have to do more than just hoping.. you have to do something more than just believing things MIGHT get better.. you have to go out of your way to make things better... create a more positive mindset.. don't give up.. be determined... don't just HOPE... DO

firstly I quit my quite time, I don't do weekly fasting again, I find it difficult to pray when I wakeup in the morning,
I dont go to weekly service anymore only Sunday service now the worst part is that I don't fell like going to Sunday service again I don't attend sunday service more than 6 times since this year has began nd now i start doing things I hate to do before like listen to worldly music, lying, watching BLUE film has become my habit, thinking of visit ASHAWO house which I have never do in my entire life before even resisting my friend that do it. now I feel helpless and restless don't know were to start again. Non of my pastor is aware of my backsliding they only discover I don't attend service like before and I also notice that the worst of this happen immediately after my BAPTISM , please help want should I do but this thing always come to my mind that as far as I m broke I can not serve God willing heartedly.

you are clearly losing your religion... basically... you are depressed... that's why you watch porn and probably drink and that's why you are considering going to a brothel.. your vibration is low(won't talk much about this)... you are basically depressed... and looking for ways to temporarily remove your depression while increasing it.. after you watch porn and probably jerk off.. you'll fell more like a loser.. your mind begins to tell you that you're a hopeless loser who's not going to go anywhere.. that mindset is what you need to kill... you can.. i repeat.. you can achieve any goal you want and pay off any debt.. you just have to be ready to work hard.. welcome to reality.. things won't come easy.. the drinks, weed, porn and brothels only give you an illusionary temporary answer... once it's over, reality slaps you back... and harder.. face reality... you can do it.. its not about that 10% tithe.. it doesn't do anything.. you need to be ready to work hard... simple... but complex

Note: any error you find in my English don't blame me because I have stop my education since 2011 immediately after my jss3 exam because there is no money to continue and no one is ready to help since the death of my father. Your advice and help is welcome

I'm sorry for your loss... no matter what situation you find yourself... you choose to give up or not.. I'm non denominational.. so don't expect me to encourage you to run back to Church... I'll only tell you to work hard.. your situation isn't really the best.. the man on top of the mountain didn't fall there... the view on top is better... you can stay down.. or get up and fight... you can be a loser or a champion.. its your choice.. one is easier.. the other is harder.. a champion isn't a champion because he had the least of problems or because he had it easy.. a champion is a champion because he prevailed IRRESPECTIVE OF THE SITUATION HE FOUND HIMSELF IN.... peace... cheers

Robynwelo1:
Your SIG tells me you are a sexist idiot.

my sister do we have to do it here?.....ok u know what! Pm me.

Brother . Did you have any sexual encounter with any lady? Because it is what cause most of these cases . Especially if the lady is demonized . You're experiencing a demonic invasion . Other entry points can be wrong thinking . And once the enemy succeeds in taking the word of God and prayer from you , he got you . Anything can happen . My counsell to you is to get to a minister who moves in power or a good deliverance minister .

@ op, you are acting your script in this hologram we call reality. Allow it to play out.

petra1:
Brother . Did you have any sexual encounter with any lady? Because it is what cause most of these cases . Especially if the lady is demonized . You're experiencing a demonic invasion . Other entry points can be wrong thinking . And once the enemy succeeds in taking the word of God and prayer from you , he got you . Anything can happen . My counsell to you is to get to a minister who moves in power or a good deliverance minister .

Where can he contact a powerful deliverance minister?

petra1:
Brother . Did you have any sexual encounter with any lady? Because it is what cause most of these cases . Especially if the lady is demonized . You're experiencing a demonic invasion . Other entry points can be wrong thinking . And once the enemy succeeds in taking the word of God and prayer from you , he got you . Anything can happen . My counsell to you is to get to a minister who moves in power or a good deliverance minister .

thanks for your advice sir, actually I am thinking of contact a good pastor for my problem but you know nowadays pastor is unpredictable they will only add to you problem and also after person money which I don't have right now, and the thing is that I sometime have sex in my dream and my body become wet whenever I wake up but I think is normal I don't have any sexual interaction for about 5 years now.

Wilgrea7:
why did you blame God for it? is he the one that advised you to do the business?


there are ups and downs... there will always be ups and downs.. we will always make mistakes.. some more stupid than the other.. we will always regret.. what matters is what you do to get out of the situation... its quote normal to “hope" or “wish" that things would get better... but if only wishes were horses... if you want things to get better, you have to do more than just hoping.. you have to do something more than just believing things MIGHT get better.. you have to go out of your way to make things better... create a more positive mindset.. don't give up.. be determined... don't just HOPE... DO

you are clearly losing your religion... basically... you are depressed... that's why you watch porn and probably drink and that's why you are considering going to a brothel.. your vibration is low(won't talk much about this)... you are basically depressed... and looking for ways to temporarily remove your depression while increasing it.. after you watch porn and probably jerk off.. you'll fell more like a loser.. your mind begins to tell you that you're a hopeless loser who's not going to go anywhere.. that mindset is what you need to kill... you can.. i repeat.. you can achieve any goal you want and pay off any debt.. you just have to be ready to work hard.. welcome to reality.. things won't come easy.. the drinks, weed, porn and brothels only give you an illusionary temporary answer... once it's over, reality slaps you back... and harder.. face reality... you can do it.. its not about that 10% tithe.. it doesn't do anything.. you need to be ready to work hard... simple... but complex



I'm sorry for your loss... no matter what situation you find yourself... you choose to give up or not.. I'm non denominational.. so don't expect me to encourage you to run back to Church... I'll only tell you to work hard.. your situation isn't really the best.. the man on top of the mountain didn't fall there... the view on top is better... you can stay down.. or get up and fight... you can be a loser or a champion.. its your choice.. one is easier.. the other is harder.. a champion isn't a champion because he had the least of problems or because he had it easy.. a champion is a champion because he prevailed IRRESPECTIVE OF THE SITUATION HE FOUND HIMSELF IN.... peace... cheers

thanks for your advice sir I appreciate

yommyk222:
Hello, My name is Samuel, I gave my life to christ early 2012 at CAC and later become depper life member in 2014, I was so passionate for the work and to the service of God and everything was going well with me in many area, financially, materially mostly spiritually, as times goes by towards 2015 ending I invested in one online business that make me to loss almost everything I have gathered, I start blaming God for it, during the business there is some money I try to borrow promise to pay then back in short period of time. when I an unable to repay and could not face then anymore I relocate from ondo state to akwa ibom maybe things would get better. but to cut the long story short, many failure start arise in academic, financial and now began with spiritual, firstly I quit my quite time, I don't do weekly fasting again, I find it difficult to pray when I wakeup in the morning, I dont go to weekly service anymore only Sunday service now the worst part is that I don't fell like going to Sunday service again I don't attend sunday service more than 6 times since this year has began nd now i start doing things I hate to do before like listen to worldly music, lying, watching BLUE film has become my habit, thinking of visit ASHAWO house which I have never do in my entire life before even resisting my friend that do it. now I feel helpless and restless don't know were to start again. Non of my pastor is aware of my backsliding they only discover I don't attend service like before and I also notice that the worst of this happen immediately after my BAPTISM , please help want should I do but this thing always come to my mind that as far as I m broke I can not serve God willing heartedly.
Note: any error you find in my English don't blame me because I have stop my education since 20111 immediately after my jss3 exam because there is no money to continue and no one is ready to help since the death of my father. Your advice and help is welcome

Hehehehehe....hahahhahahaha...Walhalla day dis world sha!

Please pardon my manners. Shouldn't be laughing at a frustrated individual.

Get up man! Stop all this self pity! Wake up to your responsibilities!

OP, I will not lie to you. The centre and foundation of your hardship is that pornography you are watching. Eliminate it and see the difference. I created a topic on this issue. Porn has a devastating effect on the brain. Your symptoms and hardship are not strange to that of a porn addict.

I will like to know your full name and if possible, when and how your addiction began. It is very important.

Martinez19:
OP, I will not lie to you. The centre and foundation of your hardship is that pornography you are watching. Eliminate it and see the difference. I created a topic on this issue. Porn has a devastating effect on the brain. Your symptoms and hardship are not strange to that of a porn addict.

I will like to know your full name and if possible, when and how your addiction began. It is very important.

my full name is TEMIDAYO SAMUEL actually the watching of porns stuff has not up to a weeks now, I know that I am total lost when I get to this particular point that is why I think advice and help

yommyk222:
my full name is TEMIDAYO SAMUEL actually the watching of porns stuff has not up to a weeks now, I know that I am total lost when I get to this particular point that is why I think advice and help

Okay, above all things, get rid of porn. Do you notice any drop in your intellectual performance? Do you have this feeling of guilt and condemnation in you? Does things around you seem uninteresting? Do you have suicidal thoughts? And finally does it seem as if things are intellectually harder (than before) to comprehend?

Martinez19:
Okay, above all things, get rid of porn. Do you notice any drop in your intellectual performance? Do you have this feeling of guilt and condemnation in you? Does things around you seem uninteresting? Do you have suicidal thoughts? And finally does it seem as if things are intellectually harder (than before) to comprehend?

yes

yommyk222:
yes

sorry for asking, like how weeks have you been involved with porn? You may pm me if you feel shy of answering on NL.

Lastly, do you notice anxiety in your life?

Martinez19:
sorry for asking, like how weeks have you been involved with porn? You may pm me if you feel shy of answering on NL.

Lastly, do you notice anxiety in your life?

nothing to feel shy about because problem share is problem solve. I myself know I have not be waking with God faithfully over 20 years now, but I only Starr watching this porn lately last week

yommyk222:
nothing to feel shy about because problem share is problem solve. I myself know I have not be waking with God faithfully over 20 years now, but I only Starr watching this porn lately last week

that is surprising, your symptoms seems you started porn way longer than this or maybe some sexual activities before you came to porn. The first thing to do is to take away porn, relax don't put pressure on your self mentally, take a break from school or from work and seek the lord's power and strength. Romans 8:1.

Martinez19:
that is surprising, your symptoms seems you started porn way longer than this or maybe some sexual activities before you came to porn. The first thing to do is to take away porn, relax don't put pressure on your self mentally, take a break from school or from work and seek the lord's power and strength. Romans 8:1.

Thanks sir, I appreciate but right now I am jobless and don't go to school too, but anytime I try to do something spiritual like fasting,reading the bible or praying I feel weak, before I do fast 3 days Marathon fast white fast but now if I struggle and succeed to fast I can't even pray 3 minutes prayer, that is why I said I don't know were to start

yommyk222:
Thanks sir, I appreciate but right now I am jobless and don't go to school too, but anytime I try to do something spiritual like fasting,reading the bible or praying I feel weak, before I do fast 3 days Marathon fast white fast but now if I struggle and succeed to fast I can't even pray 3 minutes prayer, that is why I said I don't know were to start

In such a stranded situation, you don't rush things. Start gradually. Start with 15 seconds prayer every o'clock as you are opportuned. When that becomes part of you, step up to 30 seconds. It's not common that a man becomes a consistent prayer warrior and fasting overnight. You are trying to be a perfectionist(maybe) in your spiritual life but it won't work. Start from the scratch. God understands your plight.

Concerning finding a job, I can't help you on that except by praying. So, rest your self, approach God and ask anything from Him and have faith in Him.

Don't let things get muddled up for you. The problem you have is ordinary and can be resolved normally. You have lost some money, forget it and start again afresh. I can't count the number of times I have lost money too, but I'm standing strong till date.

OtemAtum:
Don't let things get muddled up for you. The problem you have is ordinary and can be resolved normally. You have lost some money, forget it and start again afresh. I can't count the number of times I have lost money too, but I'm standing strong till date.

yes bro I know the fall of man is not the end of man but since I have lost this money online it affect and bring down my physical business, which I try all I could to make it back to life but in vain.

yommyk222:
thanks for your advice sir, actually I am thinking of contact a good pastor for my problem but you know nowadays pastor is unpredictable they will only add to you problem and also after person money which I don't have right now, and the thing is that I sometime have sex in my dream and my body become wet whenever I wake up but I think is normal I don't have any sexual interaction for about 5 years now.

I can minister to you . I've sent a mail to you

yommyk222:
yes bro I know the fall of man is not the end of man but since I have lost this money online it affect and bring down my physical business, which I try all I could to make it back to life but in vain.

Subtract worry from the equation, soon everything would become balanced again.

petra1:
I can minister to you . I've sent a mail to you

Thanks alot sir, I would get back to you as soon as possible, email replied

OtemAtum:
Subtract worry from the equation, soon everything would become balanced again.

thanks bro for your word of encouragement

yommyk222:
Hello, My name is Samuel, I gave my life to christ early 2012 at CAC and later become depper life member in 2014, I was so passionate for the work and to the service of God and everything was going well with me in many area, financially, materially mostly spiritually, as times goes by towards 2015 ending I invested in one online business that make me to loss almost everything I have gathered, I start blaming God for it, during the business there is some money I try to borrow promise to pay then back in short period of time. when I an unable to repay and could not face then anymore I relocate from ondo state to akwa ibom maybe things would get better. but to cut the long story short, many failure start arise in academic, financial and now began with spiritual, firstly I quit my quite time, I don't do weekly fasting again, I find it difficult to pray when I wakeup in the morning, I dont go to weekly service anymore only Sunday service now the worst part is that I don't fell like going to Sunday service again I don't attend sunday service more than 6 times since this year has began nd now i start doing things I hate to do before like listen to worldly music, lying, watching BLUE film has become my habit, thinking of visit ASHAWO house which I have never do in my entire life before even resisting my friend that do it. now I feel helpless and restless don't know were to start again. Non of my pastor is aware of my backsliding they only discover I don't attend service like before and I also notice that the worst of this happen immediately after my BAPTISM , please help want should I do but this thing always come to my mind that as far as I m broke I can not serve God willing heartedly.
Note: any error you find in my English don't blame me because I have stop my education since 20111 immediately after my jss3 exam because there is no money to continue and no one is ready to help since the death of my father. Your advice and help is welcome

First of all you are already on the part of recovery because the Holy Spirit is already casting Godly Sorrow on you.
After you retrace your step back and recover a little, commence the process of discovering your define purpose on earth.
I perceive your problem lies in discovring your divine purpose. on earth.
God wants to move away from His mercy side and promote to His faithfulness side, so He used your problem to draw your attention. Shalom

lol.


funny people.

Op needs a job/money. That's the only thing that can cure his depression. Forget all these religious talk and 15sec-30sec gibberish.

xxxtedyxxx:
lol.


funny people.

Op needs a job/money. That's the only thing that can cure his depression. Forget all these religious talk and 15sec-30sec gibberish.

can't you see that his problem is spiritual?

its obvious he doesn't have faith up to the size if mustard seed otherwise he would've told huge cash to "move" to him and money would be manufactured outta thin air and drop onto his laps, this is what our fictional dead Jew said in his fictional word called hole-ly BuyBull

he needs to grow his faith to mustard seed size at least