Hello NL.. Have been dating dis girl for close to a year and some months now... She's definately everything I ever wanted from a lady, character wise, not to mention the hot body, has that wife ladies material but the ish now is that we've never bleeped, just kissing and smooching and believe me am seriously craving for d main thing. Cause that's like everything a guy wud ever ask after u might have made her fall in love with you. .. I mean u know how terrible a guy feels when he is left with a boner and seriously am feeling like a loser just as some guys wud think..(***the essense of dating a girl for such a long period of tyme without bleeping her****) She finally came outta her shell that she is engaged to some guy..at first I thought it was a joke, u know dose little lies ladies do tell but she finally showed me their introduction photo just to satisfy my curiosity.. . It kinda kill everything in me..I had to control my selfish emotions Cause deep down me am like "why smell wat u can't eat" and I asked myself d same questions like how wud u feel if u get to know that someone did this thing your about to do to your fiancee u and somehow u get find out one way ir d other..
Don't want to bore you with my long stories.. I finally moved on but with d regrets that I wasted such period of tyme on something that turns out to b futile. . while I was busy building another relationship without her knowing at d same tyme I still spend tyme with her, (**mind you on something platonic **) had to limit dose things I use to do to her so as not to start having dose feelings again..she was able to understand d body language and when she confronted me I told her straight up d reason for my actions.. .despite her commitment with this guy somewhere i still think she is scared of loosing me cause she finally agreed that we should bleep but I will have to promise her something which she didn't disclose until its tyme for us to cause I even know she is on her menstrual cycle..am scared as hell now cause most tyme promises re hard to keep.(***now wey he dey shark me wen I don do finish my eye go come clear I go come start to dey battle with fulfilling my promises ***) even before she told me she has someone she's getting married to I seriously wanted to keep her and did I forget to mention that her parent wudnt allow her marry me cause of the language difference (**she's yoruba and am an Igbo boy**) and secondly hope its not something I will end up regretting after we might have finished bleeping cause am still have this feeling that BLEEPING is based on feeling, understanding nd not forcing d other person one way or d other to..she wudnt let me go and me too self i cant get the feeling off ma head that all dis while we no tongolo.. Scared of the aftermath cause my body is telling me to do it cause its like d prize for my hardwork while my mind is saying please DONT.. Please your honest opinion.. No insults please cause if u do I will clap back..!!

A bad nigga would bleep her and chase her out

A mummy’s boy won’t due to conscience

It's not when u couldn't bleep that makes u a loser, it's just our mentality that innovates that.... Love is love, whether the bleeping occurred or not.. Btw, the religious view doesn't permeate such.

Don't turn on her if u can't keep her forever..
Feel free to go with your instinct

aDEOetREGE:
A bad nigga would bleep her and chase her out

A mummy’s boy won’t due to conscience

Hhhhhhmmmmm.!!! Noted.. Thank u so so much

yusasiv:
It's not when u couldn't bleep that makes u a loser, it's just our mentality that innovates that.... Love is love, whether the bleeping occurred or not.. Btw, the religious view doesn't permeate such.

Don't turn on her if u can't keep her forever..
Feel free to go with your instinct

Exactly ma thought... Am just scared to face my fears..!!!

see your miserable life...just like your useless father.... you're a Pig, lipslikecandy a fool like you will always be a fool.