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I picked up my pen today nd i couldnt stop writing... welcome to my head...


My mind is in a state of indecisiveness
am i bothered that at this age i dont even know what decisive means..

Just like a burning flame extinguished
my thoughts are all muddled up, putting me in this limbo of anguish..

Moving forward doesn't feel like the best option
but "going back to my roots" has never been my favorite caption..

I journey in my mind sometimes wondering what been successful would feel like
but coming back to reality, this state of paranoia grips me in a lock of bondage- prisonlike..

Hr tells me "there's a limit to what prayers can do
so you have to man up so thoughts of Sucide don't run up on you..

Ok.

Keep it up. Unlike someone I know who would like to pen a few lines but keeps postponing it.

Hey, I hope you're doing okay?

Switinthemiddle:
I picked up my pen today nd i couldnt stop writing... welcome to my head...


My mind is in a state of indecisiveness
am i bothered that at this age i dont even know what decisive means..

Just like a burning flame extinguished
my thoughts are all muddled up, putting me in this limbo of anguish..

Moving forward doesn't feel like the best option
but "going back to my roots" has never been my favorite caption..

I journey in my mind sometimes wondering what been successful would feel like
but coming back to reality, this state of paranoia grips me in a lock of bondage- prisonlike..

Hr tells me "there's a limit to what prayers can do
so you have to man up so thoughts of Sucide don't run up on you..

theOGN:
Hey, I hope you're doing okay?

thanks to people like u..i am trying to be normal

MikeAterezzi:
Keep it up.
Unlike someone I know who would like to pen a few lines but keeps postponing it.

thanks.. i actually wanted to write a sucide note.. but somehow my energy was redirected