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Vasgas:i ve done so. ive accepted jesus as my lord and saviour i ve prayed 4 d spiri of excellence but i c no diff in my life i prayed, fasted |
i am steve, an undergraduate of a Nigerian state university studying a science course i encountering problems in my life academically, socially, spiritually, i was one of d best students in my jss days academically,i ve stated but not explicitly in my previous writings. now i seem to be a failure, mediocre academically. The course i srudy is d course of my dream. i wrk as an elephant and eat like an ant ie i study long hrs but my result is less dan 2.2. nd i ave a feeling im wasting my parent hard earned money. i prayed to GOD several times about this but it seem to continue. After my i saw my first yaer result i ws so much disappointed,frudtrated, depressed to dis extent dat i start doing d wrong things like been inconsistent in church watching porn which i have tried to stop but to no avail. i m addicted to porn i kw dat. i want and i ve tried to stop i ve prayed as well. i find it diffi to do things aside academics well i m usually left isolated these as led to my being frustated i thank GOD for d gift of life pls i need serious prayer. and advice ive wrten on dis b4 but i wasnt so clear cos i was writing in anger |
Hiswordxray:I think I never said I was not a Christian what i m saying I'm frustrated. If you know me personally u all know that I'm a type of person that's so rigid, trys as much as possible to live right but this now seem to be working against me. Well I thank God that I'm alive but I think I'm not who I'm suppose to be Im really trying my best to defeat this iprayed I fasted I did the extreme things a normal human being is not meant to do bu t thingg keep getting worse . |
adexsimply:I think I'm specific enough I don't wanna b too revealing |
Ishilove:My problem isn't fin. I ve being a shadow of my real self since I left my formal sec School 10 years ago to a new one jss2 then) I find it difficult to do things briliantly whilst putting so much efforts. (I consistently try to be good at sth) This has greatly impacted on my social life and as lead me to be isolated from pple.my subconscious feels my mates are a higher spp Of human than I am I know its not true but every effort prove it otherwise turns to futility. I m at a critical stage of my life now where I need to get things at least right. I don't want to live the rest of my life as a lose[/b]r [b]THIS AFFECTS EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE |
some pple might want to think I'm ungrateful well I live them to their opinion. I m the definition of the person I don't like I've tried all I can to stop the negative things going on in my life but it gets even worse. I think problems are created to be solved but I find it very difficult to solve my problems. After going deep in solving this problems spiritually, physically mentally and even emotionally. I know I'm not who I'm mearnt to be. And this has totally led to been frustrated at times. I don't if its a sin that s taking its toll on me but I read God forgives sins . But now I feel neglected by God. Now I don't know where to go from I just serious HELP |
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