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Pls close thread mods
I am moving

I have begged the modes to move to sexuality section

My last update was banned by antibot

So I may have to move there myself manually.

Can’t stand a 24hour ban

I want to write this and be done in a week max

You introduced me to Facebook and even opened my account for me
I was too happy
We continued Facebook and phone communication

One day while we were talking
You told me you spent all day thinking about me and couldn’t wait to see me in person
You wanted to come back home just to see me and go back for your final defense
I begged you to be patient that I was here waiting To meet you in person

That day, I knew the feelings was mutual
Cos you said you had the urge to hold me in your arms all night long and just cuddle me

I didn’t want to sound exposed else I woulda told you I wanted to kiss you
But I was shy

I knew I just wanted to be with you

That night began one of our daily night talks
No day passes with you not trying to communicate with me
I also didn’t wait for you to call
I would buy MTN credit then of 1500 and call
You would pick up, ask me to give you some minutes just to sort stuffs
Then call right back

I remember complaining that you never wanted me to call you or allow me spend and you laugh and say I should be patient
That calling you was too expensive

You were in UK rounding up your studies
I had rounded up mine here and was waiting for NYSC

Ifemi, you were all I dreamt of

I remember crying when I remembered I wasn’t a virgin again
I wished I had kept my body for you
Not like you asked or sounded sexual but I just wanted to be perfect for you
Oh gush
I had done about 3 abortions before our talks started so how am I supposed to be perfect.

I felt like I was not even enough for you
Something told me to back off at that point
You needed a perfect girl and not a stained girl like me.

Although I was young at heart and inexperienced
My getting pregnant severally was a terrible mistake
And I couldn’t have the kids cos my parents would kill me

I felt worthless but I loved you

I strongly remember that day you chatted me up on HI5.
I went through your profile and saw your baby picture, you were standing with your twin brother and about 3years of age
I instantly wanted to have a baby like you
I saw just one adult pic of you
And another of your twin

You have been a private person
You still are.

You got my number and called
We spoke for 2 hours that first day
I remember our first call was just for a few seconds when I told you I would call u once I get home.
I did call and the call lasted 7minutes before I exhausted my credit
You called back immediately and we talked for 2 hours

We discussed everything
You had seen my over 50 pics on HI5 and spoke of each one that night

I liked how firm you sounded
I love it that you didn’t mix up your tenses
I loved the way you call my name ”Kaego”
I dreamt of you that night

I miss him
Till date I cry for him
I miss him terribly

I couldn’t help it
Saw him last in 2010
He was my one true love

I will bore you with all that happened from the start
I want to bore you
I can never love another the way I love him

Ifemi
You are living in my heart
My eyes are so moist
I think of you daily

I love you.