₦airaland Forum

I'd like to share my experience regarding your present situation. First, I believe that there may be some underlying mental conditions that you need to urgently attend to/ take care of before you lose another person. Go see a medical doctor who is also a Psychiatrist as the latter does not prescribe drugs. I also believe that spiritual forces use physical problems to taunt and torment.
Whenever I felt the urge to talk uncontrollably, I just refused to respond. I also quote Psalm105:15. Psalm 54 also worked for my mum. I read the bible as if my life depended on it. I went for deliverance several times at MFM prayer city. This is about your personal salvation and not some pastors praying for you or your folks. I engaged in midnight prayers aimed at destroying my ancestral stronghold. I also believe that battles like these have a long span. I remember one time I was going to get something at a store in Europe and suddenly I saw a creature. It had no nose. Immediately, we saw each other, it covered its face. I was not wise enough to request the fire on God to consume it. Another time, I felt this urge to commit suicide. It was so strong that only God delivered me. I was in the sitting room when I saw a masquerade. It disappeared immediately I saw it and the urge left me instantly. I have a question for those who feel it is strictly a medical condition: why did I not see Bill Gates, Elon Musk e.t.c? Why a masquerade. I was born in Lagos. I've never spent up to a month in the village and the last time I traveled to the village was more than thirty years ago.