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Good morning all,
If one should pray for forgiveness before suicide, will the prayer be acceptable?
Thanks

Good day all.
Please pardon my write-up as in not good at writing.
I'll try to be as brief as possible.

I have been living a decent live,employed,single and in my early 30s. But all that change when I met a lady around June this year;I saw her message on Facebook and I decided to reply,at first I thought she was someone I knew but after she introduced herself,I discovered I have never met not seen her before. She said she decided to contact me because my elder brother treated her badly when she was on relationship with him years back and she is nursing the hurt. I tried to persuade her and begged her on behalf of my brother and advice her to move on. That's when our friendship started,we she nice and all though I never have or nurse any intention of dating her because I just left a toxic relationship and besides she was my brother's ex.
To cut the story short,in our discussion she told me she had to go to Oman to work but on getting there things were not as it seems,she said she ran away as she is currently staying on her own but the problem she is facing is that she can't come home because her papers have been seized by those that sponsorer her that they are demanding 3 million from her. I pity for her and told her I'll discuss with a friend about it.
A friend introduced me to another friend that all we need to do is that he will get a document of another lady for her to be able to travel back home, I discussed it with her and she also said someone over there discussed such with her as well. The guy here said he will collect 200k for the documents and we will also pay for the renewal of the documents as the documents to be used has expired. I told her everything and and I also gave her the guys number so that she can also communicate with him,
I gave the guy 100k the begin the process of the documents and I told the lady to send 200k so that I can give the guy then I'll balance it myself making 400k in total.
The lady called her dad to send the money to my account which he did and I called him to confirm that I've gotten the money. I immediately send the money to that guy promising him that as soon as the documents are ready and received,I'll send the balance of 100k to him.
Since then I have been calling the guy, he is always posting me,I went to his so called office but no where to be found,I went to the friend that introduced him to him, we both search and search for the guy but all to no avail. I have been duped.
I immediately informed the lady and that was the beginning of my sorrow. She called me a fraudster and all sorts of names,so as to calm things down,I promise to pay back the money to her and immediately transfer the last 100k o have in account with the promise of paying back the rest. I called her dad to inform him about what had happened and things went from bad to worst. He also said I'm a fraud and he knows how to deal with me,he said he is a habalist and he will distroy my life and not only that, he and is daughter will inform my family and friends and I'm a fraud. I just kept begging them to give me time to pay up the remaining balance. I was given an altematom to balance the money on or before 10 October which is tomorrow and I have been able to raise the money,the few cash I could reaise a friend promised me to make it complete my betting with it and along the line he lost everything.
I am a respected person in my family and also in my community and I would want anything to tanish my image. Tomorrow is the date and no Kobo as been raised. It better I end my life than to be humiliated. I have thought about it and I think that's the only I can be free.
Thanks for reading.