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For me it seemed like my world had come to an end.i felt like such a big fool.All his pleading fell on deaf ears,he asked some of my friends to intervene but i was still furious,later on i told him to choose who he wanted and he had the guts to tell me he couldn't leave titi because she would be heart broken,i replied "then you should go after her and leave me" and he said he couldn't.i angrily logged out and i thanked God that the next day was a Sunday and i wouldn't have to see him soon.on Sunday the pleading began again and even titi pleaded on his behalf,she said she never knew temi was dating me and i trusted that she wasn't lying.temi asked me to meet him to discuss and i went.the outcome of the so called discussion was NOTHING and i even urged him to leave me and stay with titi but he said he couldn't.when he accompanied me to the gate of my house,he asked me if we were still dating and i replied that i didn't know.on Monday we were still avoiding each other but titi talked to me and told me to forgive me.i obliged grudgingly and our relationship continued.we had to relocate again to another area because our present landlady was becoming unbearable.the night before we moved,temi asked me to give him a bye kiss and i told him i was too busy for that and the next day in school he refused to talk to me again..........

Before i got a chance to say anything,my mum descended on me with slaps........that was the day i knew that i was a professional liar.i made up lies to convince her that i wasn't with any boy and i sensed she started feeling guilty. But that didn't stop me from meeting temi once more for our kissing rendezvous.things went quite well in our relationship until temi came to confess that he was double dating with my friend titi.............

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The next day in school was great.lessons were awesome and temi kept reminding me that we would kiss again because yesterday didn't go well.i kept hoping for night to come quickly and when it finally did i got a message from him sayin he was at our meeting place.i gave the same excuse to my mum and went outside.dz tym i avoided the kiss once but the next time i kept still.the kiss was so enjoyable that i was soon trembling.i pushed him away and said i had to go back and his response was to pin me to the wall,look straight into my eyes and say"I'll always love you".he continued the kiss and few minutes later he stopped to allow me go home.i took few steps towards my house and turned back to kiss him again and again and again.God know the number of times i turned back for anotwher kiss.when i finally left.i quietly went back and while i was climbing the stairs i slighted my mum waiting for me.i knew this was going to be very ugly..........

A heated argument soon ensued between us;anyone whoever saw our chat that day would think it was a husband and wife quarrel.after hours of arguing,i gave in and agreed to meet with him outside.i went outside giving my mum the excuse that i wanted to ease myself.i met him outside and after exchanging pleasantries he held my face with both his hands and lowered his face 2kiss me,fear gripped me and i turned away.about five minutes later he was still trying to convince me to stay put and allow the kiss.seeing that his effort to convince me was going nowhere,he unexpectedly held mde close and his lips touched mine.he deepened the kiss but i soon pushed him away with the excuse that i had to go back home.i quickly ran inside and thanked my stars that my mum was asleep.i knew tomorrow would be interesting..........

Baddestguyp:
so people of this generation still keep diaries

sure now

A few days later,he had found out dt it was him my diary referred 2.i guess dts wt gave him more courage he kept on pestering me. By d end of 1st term ss2 i gave in to him and he seemed sooooooooooooooo happy.but our relationship was rocky because i wasn't sure i made the right decision.i would break up and make up wt him many tymz but later on our relationship became stable and i thought my life couldn't be more perfect..that is until he dropped the bombshell on me that he wanted to kiss me. My heart stopped for a split second and i faced him and asked if he was serious,he replied that he was and i quote"i'll kiss u after school closes for the day".throughout the lesson period i didn't hear a word that the teacher said because i was too busy fantasazing about how my first kiss would be but a voice in my head said it was wrong.my frnd titi noticed my discomfort and asked what was wrong,i told her to ask temi and he told her i was just scared. I gave him a blatant no for an ansa as soon as the closing bell and ran out of the class to avoid any arguments.i thought all was well until i logged in 2go and he refused to answer my messages.in school,we avoided each other like disease until one faithful night on the 6th of January when i received a 2go message from him..........the message was asking for a fight..........

D day of resumption 2my 4mer skul came nd i had millions of butterflies in my stomach.as i stepped in2 class iwas happy 2b reunited wt my frnds.skul went by as usual nd ntin exceptional hapnd until d day temi cme 2my sit grinning nd said dt he had stolen & read my diary.i felt lyk entering d ground,my diary contained all my secrets nd i had written thr dt i was in luv wt a guy nd wrote d guy's name in a code knwn 2me.temi said he wld mke sure he found out wu d guy is.i knew den dt wahala dne land..........

I went downstairs nd thr he was...lukin devillishly handsome.he was wt u'd call black beauty o.we tlked on trivial issues nd i soon saw dt in terms of education dey had gone far while in minna we had dne ntin.i begged him 2tutor me 4sme tym nd he accepted nd den we went our seperate ways.he strtd cmin nd taught me lots of tnz nd thru out d tym i was half hoping he wld brng up d issue of datin bt he ddnt.i began 2tink he had lost interest in me....i had stayed longer dan d 2weeks i promised my aunt nd she sooon strtd disturbin my mum wt calls askin me 2cm bck nd my mum relayed her msg.i mde up my mind dt day dt i was goin nowhere.on sunday afta service i opened up 2my pastor nd tld him hw i felt nd he called my mum while we discussed nd it was settled thr dt i wasnt goin bck...words cnt describe d kind of joy i felt dt day...

Tallesty1:
ok...

Relax and explore.

You will soon master everything.

hw do i move dz 2literature or gt a diary

Brb....i hope dz my lyf story dey mke sense o

Tallesty1:
Get a diary or tell the mods to move this story to literature section.

rilly M new in nairaland nd i dnt knw hw 2do dt. jst used dz as a medium 2express myself

D tymz my aunt travelled were d happiest days during dt period nd i wld b free 2do wteva i pleased bt weneva she cme bck i'd bcm moody again.d days flew by nd @d end of ss1 i wntd 2go home 4d holidays bt my aunt said i shld spend 2weeks nd cm bck.i obediently said yes nd bid her byes(2weeks 4ur mind nah)....my bro tld me dt we had relocated nd dt nw our auz was close 2temi's nd anxiety strtd buildin insyd me.i got home nd recieved a vewi warm reception nd i was sooooooo happy.few days later in d evenin my bro cme 2tell me dt temi was waiting dwnstairs 2c me.............

My aunt had a very difficult personality nd being an introvert i took wateva she dished out in gud faith.i strtd my ss1 in supreme nd soon mde few frnds.2ward d end of 1st term anoda guy godwin strtd disturbing me 2date him bt i cldnt bcs i rilly liked temi.first term ended nd d nxt tn i knw is dt m changing skuls AGAIN...sha by nw i had mde a very gud frnd favour wu rilly helped me durin dz trying tym.skul in hiltop was ok nd i mde anoda frnd deborah.she mde skul lyf so much fun bt weneva i had 2return home i wld b unhappy

Cutehector4u:
so i guess ur still in minna

no m nt

My head went round in circles nd d 1st tn dt cme 2my mind was.."am goin 2lose temi 4eva"...i pleaded nd dd evrytn i could 2change my mum's mind bt all 2no avail.i wld b stuck in dz hell till i graduate

Cutehector4u:
Really

it wasnt funny @all o

Soon came d day i nd my mum travelled 2minna,my aunt welcomed us quite excitedly nd i was happy 2b treated well nd hoped dt my aunt wld buy lots of tnz 4me 4d new session b4 i wld return home.my mum left afta few days nd i soon discovered dt my aunt only pretended 2care in my mum's presence.my workload increased so much nd wen d d8 4resumption drew close i was happy 2finally leave bt my joy was shattered wen my mum called 2inform me dt i wld b stayin in minna till i graduate sec skul......

My gud gal upbringing mde me 2decline unwillingly nd i tld him i wasnt interestd in dating @dt age.he kept on pestering me nd sendin lots of luv letters bt i turned him dwn flatly...my goal in lyf was 2stay away 4rm relatnshps till i was @least 18.soon we finished our junior waec nd we had 2say our byes.i was rilly tempted 2collect his number nd keep in touch bt i knew dt wld only complicate tnz.i tld him i'd b travellin 2my aunt's place in minna 2spend d holiday

I guess lyf rilly began 4me @d age of 13 which was d first tym a guy asked me 2 date him....i rilly dnt bliv in luv @first sight bcs mine neva hapnd dt day.dz boy temi had been in my class ryt 4rm jss1 bt i neva rilly noticed him nd nw here i was in a dilemma of whether 2accept or nt