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Ada'm, I've missed you, vanilla

I will accept the questioning/kross examination if a plate of beans will be placed before me... And I hope none of you works for the press... Lol...

Married? Uhm, nat really married(at least, nat done a wedding), but I'm engaged.

Yea, Ray, most of the posts kontain words from the kharakters in my books....

Hahahaha... .. Ebayray, no, I won't kommit suicide. I didn't create life, God did. I've got no right to take it. I have fun too. I laugh, I go out with my wife; she makes me happy. I go to klubs, drink, dance, party, swim, go to gym, etc.. My life is kool, you know... Just that I get intensely depressed at times and tis so frustrating. It becomes more horrible when I begin to feel that I deserve to be happy all the time bkause I have access to things that should make one happy.

Seriously, don't mind my post this morning, I was jast too selfish to know that I should face this like that being a morbid freak. Sadness is my trademark; I eat from it.. I should pay the price too. Thanks anyway..




Slimjoe, I had deleted kountless response to your offensive komment. My posts don't in the slightest link to what you said. I diskovered you only wanted to annoy me. I got heavily offended, God knows. But Like I said, I deleted many komments so I don't end up offending you back, bekause there are better days, bro.

Ray, I'm good bro... I'm good... Was pissed this morning. I love depression, I regret exploding in publik....

Supernova, hehe.... That's so funnie. Ebayray, seriously.
Well, I'm okay, was just angry this morning.



Living in fantasy. Phew, some peeps obviouslie do nat know much of depression. The luckie ones.

Why the sad face, sweerie? It doesn't suit you. Lol... Smile please...


Sadness and depression kill one's vigour. A friend told me that she saw sadness written all over my face in the pik I used as my fb dp, and she easily knew she had found Tobie. Lol...

I skored 41, going for law, should I still kall your number for assistance?

Hehe...

Honorwrites, let's forget it. I accept my sadness which has been with me from time immemorial. I may likely have my first kid next year(smiles), even if I remain depressed till then, I won't let him find out cause I will give him the world, and also smile while around him.

Phew... Did I just say these things?

Bro, forget it; I prefer sadness.

Yea, my man, I used to be happy. But, I'm getting konsumed. The joy of my life is getteen involved. Jeez, I'm fvcking depressed. Tis like a kurse. Skreen or no skreen, depression has skrewed me.

If I kould go back in time, I would do things that wouldn't konnekt me to sadness. I kant be optimistik! Once I'm positive, I bekome negative before I know it. I skreamed out so much feeling on my fb wall this morning... Peeps began to kall thinking I'm kontemplating suicide.
Won't die now. I still have so much writing to do. I'm still ambitious. But let history know I am a viktim of sadness.

It just so frustrating that I'm kaged. I envy happy people. How long must I pretend to enjoy sadness? I'm not poor! I'm nat ugly or swagless! I could get any woman I want to! I can do anything I want to! My wife is the prettiest! Then, why am I so pathetic?

Sometimes, I pretend it's jast literature, but no! My mind is cold. I'm tired! So tired! Wanna say good things! Be a jolly good fellow like my younger brother, smash this nerdy glasses, wear divers designers shades like my brother!

I'm tired of being depressed. Jesus, help me! I'm so fvcking tired, gaddamn it! My face now defines sadness, my picture reeks of tragedy. I'm tired! I'm hurting! I'm a young man for goodness sake! And not some tired-of-living aristokrat! Why can't I find pleasure?! Why do I kry when nothing aktualli makes me kry. I kan give, etc and make someone happy, then why kant I be happy?! It's no longer funnie... Wanna skream... Tis no longer funnie!!!

Poetry helps too. I will write some. I will write more sad quotes. They make me feel beTter, not great, just better.

I will get a therapist. I could beg my partner to play one.

No

Seems I'm the only one depressed in a big world. It is so frustrating

Oh unlike I ... I'm always sad.
I've been around, jast that I barely talk... Aint reallie kut out for trivial issues.

I wish you luck in your endeavours. I hope kompetent publishers find you someday.
When you write, get it edited/vetted by someone that knows more than you, and then submit it to publishers.
Be ready to deal with rejektion. But, every good writer always pulls through. I did.

Regards.

@honorwrites.

Honorwrite, I wanna get erekted by a sad story... Have u got any? Do u write poems?

May God take charge

So, we start klearance on manday... Issorite...

Hehehe

No wonder Solomon said all is vanity... Having basked in every euphoria of life...



Indeed life is vanity.

Don't worrie.

Kool beezness abi? I think say this babe like me sef.... So, make spoke scatter my fragile hand, bah?

God is a mystery.

"just shush it and believe!" dope! I likew that.


But hey, some aint ready to shush it. Okay?

I think I weel lern how to realpell umbrella now....

Hehe... I see no tension there,bro. What will be will be. Use the time to do something tangible.

Regards.