I've been trying to deactivate.. i've tried about 12 times today.. i'm yet to receive My confirmation link... please I need help

Hello mummies
So yesterday, I deactivated my account and I don't know if all these is directed at me but I just decided to say something
I moved back with my husband yesterday and I was all happy and glad to be back home though I noticed I was having slight pain in my lower abdomen.
I tried to sleep but my sleep was just disturbed, I started having stabbing pains and I thought it would go, I just tried to move around with janelle, then the pain got stronger and I just knew I had to get to the hospital. I was bleeding when I got to the hospital and it was late. I had a miscarriage. I never believed in charms and curses but now I'm starting to think I'm Cursed.
I just felt hopeless and I deactivated here cause reading through my diary brought me so much pain. If you read my diary u would know how much that pregnancy meant to me.
Benignasweety, I know nothing about this, I got your mail and I already replied, it's just sad,my home isn't a 100% perfect, u know what I've been through. Now it breaks my heart to see this. No woman should be made to feel bad for having issues in our homes, The Priority of every woman is to have a happy home. So benignasweety, I had nothing to do with that.
I don't know if i'll be back here, but I could really use your prayers, I'm pleading. It's going to be so hard for me to pull through. I want to stay strong for my daughter she needs me but It's just so hard..
To those who were there for me, stephmiracle, dunasy, Rhemy2013, Benignasweety, I can't really call out everyone lol. I say a very big thank you to you guys. I'm sorry this is so long(Pardon me). To all our mommies, I pray we all bring forth our children safely,live to take care of them and eat the fruits of labour .. God bless u all