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I want to know how many can see the dark. See in the dark also, but who can see just how dark the place you are really is. I have trouble to see the light, rather I see the dark that is over the light. Not the light or dark outside, but within and between. This has manifested itself to me where now I cannot even face towards the sun during the day because I cannot see any darkness there, but this isn't only a fully manifest occurrence. I cannot see when it is light, only when there is darkness and shadows can I see anything. And if anyone has any advice on how I can find a way to see the light I would love it. I do not want to live in the night since I can only see there, but when I move to the light I cannot see anything.

Jafaar01:
@Charlyg1 please is it bad to watch movies like american action and fantasy movies,someone said the holy spirit doesn't like it

This is a matter of self control. If these movies and shows draw you away from god and divert your focus to places that are not good, then stay away from them. If you know that you can watch this movie and not have your mind or focus corrupted, then it shouldn't be a great issue.
Of course discretion in necessary. I know horror movies are not good, unless there is an amount of art or story that has true value and can either be deeply appreciated as art (not as fanticizing got and evil) or a story with things to learn from.

But sitting down to watch a movie like harry Potter with some friends and sharing fellowship is not inherently bad. Just make sure you are not influenced in bad ways

I have since left much of my ability to waste which I now have started to regret.
When I was very young I was very aware of a fear envoking entity in the hallway to my bedroom, but there was always a white robed female who could intercede in any attack. After some time around 7th grade, the lighter entity was weakened and that left the dark one with the ability to reach me. From there, my perception was severely enhanced to the point I was so mentally ill, when I would lay in bed he and his twisted friends would come over to play. This may have been in response to how lonely I was growing up that I would allow them to come. They spent years torturing me any time I was in my room or laying in my bed. It progressed to where I could see demons clearly no matter where I was, but could tell what other people could see and not. There was one who followed me everywhere just to make sure I could never become healthy again, keeping me afraid. Slowly over time I was able to begin to overcome this fear and was able to lift myself out of this place where I was seeing all of these entities. I know that your mindset can allow you to go to those places. You can leave those places by shifting your attitude. Since I was able to escape I have since done my best to forsake these clairvoyant abilities, but am now coming around to opening back up to this gift and understanding how to use it for light. My mind was more powerful than my willpower and even still often is, but it's a battle to gain control (of myself). I do still see demons and sometimes see angels, but I have a gift to be able to know my enemy and be able to help myself and others around me to shake this fear and fight these evil forces. I also can read minds and still am uncomfortable to look in someone's eyes for fear that I will understand them so quickly and subconsciously minipulate them to my will. It's a battle to have this gift but not unintentionally use it for bad. I know that it is better to forsake this gift than to use it to hurt or exercise my own will.