sorry about your experience. Can you have somebody you trust to manage your account anytime thers is huge some of cash with you. They will be able to monitor your spending pattern anytime you are not feelling fine/coughing. As for your forex account pls dont fund trade for 3 to 6 month. This is to clear your head and try to see why you are loosing the money on forex. Above all seek prayers and talk sincerely to your maker He alone can solve your all problem. Wishing you all the best.

i want u to watch it, dont rush into it because u might be burnning ur fingers.
pls i would advice u demo trade for one month again.testing all the system u have takes time. if there is no clear move pls sit on ur hands. but i will praise u for the fit u have made in 2 weeks. the market is fun no matter what dont give up