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I agree completely ith you . I was stupid but i have no regrets in having my to beautiful daughters .

I used to date a guy for 5 years . It was my everything and at the time we were dating i knew he loved me but he just  never showed it. He is very focused on his dream and will do anything for his work even sacrifice personnal life .
I was crazy in love for him since day one even though i knew i wasnt the only one for him .
  Now almost 5 years i met an older guy who was ready to give me everything i always dream of . A family , a commitment . Everything is great with this new guy . We have two kids together age 2 years and 2 months . We live together but the things is me and the other one kept talking all those years . He finnally told me that the reason why he never express his love to me was because he was scared i will hurt him if i knew how he loved me .
I still love him but i know my current boyfriend is a better family man than my ex boyfriend will ever be . My ex boyfriend said he will wait for me as long as it takes cause he believes i am making a mistake with my life and that i will be back with him . My current boyfriend isnt such a fan of marriage /wedding anymore cause we already live together and have 2 kids together .Why i love the most about my ex boyfriend is the fact that he is very ambitious like myself and is a risk taker unlike my current boyfriend . Sometimes i see myself leaving my current boyfriend just because real real love isnt there but a good comfort instead . I am torn . what to do ?