₦airaland Forum

RedSquid:
I have shown you Road. Na your hand e dey.

I sincerely appreciate your concern.

Kingofgods:
My guy stop circling ur existence around wat ppl think, say or do to you. And stop believing shit dat ppl think or say to you. You said u have visited churches, and herbalists, so you should Kno ur success doesnt depends on such things, even de occult u now think would be ur saviour. Rather you should focus on urself and live as if u don't have anyone including brothers sisters, friends and most of all forget abt dat occultist cos last last he wan use u clear road for himself. Nobody is born a success and nobody is born a failure, hold on to your life cos dat is all de hope u got right now and believe me one day one day ur day go break

The fact that people despise me is not because I'm bad in any way or form, it's not ordinary and the solution is all I ever needed. I decided to share it here because I have done all humanly possible best for more than 25 years of this experience, I have spent nothing nothing less than 400 thousand in different Churches where they charge me different amounts for prayers and home deliverance in the village and cost for some spiritual items.

ariefadenco:
Before you go back to meet the man that made the proposal to you, first X-ray his life.

Is he successful?

Wealthy of cause, but he's not ready to assist me probably because he wants me to join.

I don't want to disturb anyone with long epistle. I have been tormented by the wicked people of this world including my own relatives both spiritually and socially. please don't argue about this, like I said earlier, I don't want to burther you with long epistle. I have never engaged in any criminal or evil activity trying to survive as a young man and I have never taken anyone's one naira that doesn't belong to me. My life has been miserable and unbearable for many years, someone even approached me some years back to join occult society before I can progress in anything I do in life. I refused because I don't have the heart to hurt anyone, but after seven years of that proposal, things are becoming more unbearable for me even my own family and relatives have rejected me not because I committed any crime or did any wrong but because I have not been able to achieve anything no matter how hard I try, and at this point I'm feeling guilty even though I know it's not my fault. As I'm typing this, I'm in tears with a heart full of agony, No one wants to associate with me or even help me instead they mock me in it once I disclose to them what I'm going through even my own brothers. All the business I have done are fruitless, I discovered that my money and even goods are disappearing misteriously even when I don't feed well just to see if I can push any forward. I have visited so many churches even a native doctor in my village, I spent much along the lines looking for solution to no avail. All these years in many experiences I know that if I should accept the proposal for me to join occult society that my story will change but because I know the things that are involved, I didn't want to hurt anyone or stain my hands, but because of how everybody just want me to be successful without caring to know what I'm going through or even to help me to succeed. I have only two options left for me,
1)If I go back to the man who made the proposal to me and declare my interest and he says it's too late or something like that.
2) Suicide is the last option because there's no life without love and people who to associate happily with.