JUST FOR TODAY!

As the light shine through my window i awaken,

i am reminded once more that today is another day stolen from borrowed time.

Today, i will live and live to will. I will be thankful for all i love and all i have.

Every breath taken in shall be full as i take in the world around me.

I will push away the pain, hide my tears and sorrow and drown out all that threatens my very being.

Today, i will climb that rock and sit on top staring and soaking in the beauty of nature, of life.

I will let the wind whisper in my ears and flow through me, filling my every sense, breathing once more to my soul.

Just for today, i shall truly live, making the best of everything because i know as the sun sits and sleeps, so shall i.

I will be there once more to watch the last ray of the sun disappear, knowing that one day it may never awaken me.

Just for today, i will live.

~Laurah Lynn~

Eyes purple from all the haze, i tire awake from sleepless nights, puzzling and plundering o'er the escape route, to keep her from finding out: "whats looked up within my mind"

as i perceive her inquisition gaining on me, vehemently peering and almost busting me, I safely safe guard the mind by creating a false impression that clears the air for the time being, whilst i try to hide from this spiritual sibyl that scares the shit out of me.

Perturbed by this strange resolve to delve through my memory, i take an overdose of a sedative, never to awaken to confess my secret.

Happy at last to be rested in death i find out in the strangest of ways my big mistake While on the path from life to death, i expected to be entouraged by the foul-breathed reaper and the devil his friend, but what is this that i see?: "my wife cuddling me in her arms, saying: "Honey, don't be s*tupid*, you can't escape me i am a goddess, a cupid.

Help me nairalanders.