A friend of mine told me this...

Rachel a girl who was born into a former wealthy home, says "Life is pretty hard when you're ugly"

A pretty girl has people at her beck an call even if shez not from a wealthy home..
My family used to be bucks up while growing even though i was born in Nigeria my other sibling were born nd lived abroad all their life.. my dad got deported to Nigeria in 2004 leaving my mom nd siblings abroad since then my mom became a wild cat saying popsy is poor..

Some people say its a spiritual stuff but well i live everything in the hands of God.. my dad has been struggling to get on his fit but to no avail he tried sending me to school i finished my secondary school in Lagos later got admission into one Uniport.. its not been easy paying my fee nd feeding my self i live in the hostel so accommodation wasnt really a problem.. i get 3k from my dad in a month for my upkeep as a girl 3k is almost nothing but i try...

my mom is an average wealthy woman who has abandoned me just because i didn't deny my father.. she left me for hell..i have never seen my siblings because I'm like an out cast ..

straight to the point.. because of money i have thought of the most silly things ever..
1. I have thought of prostitution but i tell myself even prostitutes are pretty as hell..

2. Thought of being a runs babe where i wan even find the maga?

nobody literally looks at me only old men even better boy no dey stop me.. its not like my eyes are not good my mouth bend or i have a bad tooth or a scare on my face..
I dont see myself as ugly what could be the problem?.. i done tire
Some i need attention or affection but who wan give ugly girl? even in ph here were lesbians are every girl no dey even look me.. Dont get me wrong my virginity done go since..

I am a final year student 22 of age yet no boyfriend.. i dont even dress well or make my hair or have flashy things ... the only flash thing i have is one of this android phone Tecno P5 which i bought second hand 8k from a friend it took me 3months to save that money.. i wish i was pretty life would have been alot easier



but nevertheless i thank God i will graduate by November.. but i wonder if i will get employed.. God forbid at least for the sake of my dad i will be employed..

Never put down urself even ppol wud do...everyone has it's own haters..but juz strive,do ur best to graduate & get a job..

Op, their is power in our words, if you start changing your confession now, the better it will get.

Ehya! May d good lord comfort u.

maryam6:
Ehya! May d good lord comfort u.

Amen

"You are the master of your destiny, the captain of your own fate ". - Invictus

Yhur beautiful only when yhu blive yhu are...

Pele...it has no physical cure unless yhu want to go under the knife...

Prepare yhu mind say some ppl will console emselves by caling yhu ugly mayb cos they are envious or they just wanna make yhu feel bad...

Yhur beautiful dnt let anyone mind-fvck yhu otherwise

Op ur ryt up is funny a bit. Beauty wt out education is vagabond. At wat age were u deflowered? Was it ur bf? Or were u rape?

Did you just say you bought Phantom5 for 8k?
Adonbilivit

People see you internally than you see of yourself externally.

You have a low esteem and people are only going to see the value you give yourself. If you always respond to every body with a smile you will see a huge difference in the way people relate to you

That your number 2 point is funny though.