I don't just know why. but I find out that I am attracted to beggars. both neat and cooperate beggars, I always give if I have, maybe because I always dress good.

I will only talk what happened today. a dirty small boy between 7-8 walk to me and said brother buy something for me. I didn't find that like something to be bothered with or problem I need to solve as its not a life threatening issue and why would I even buy something for him just like that. I replied him sorry I don't have money. while he left.

after that seconds a young handsome man, well dress and neat came to me and said he want to ask me something. when I gave him ear he told me the direction he is heading to and that he had nothing with him if I could help out with anything. I can't really tell if its a lie or maybe he need the money this is not the first time give people money for transports.

and I didn't have the change to give so rather i put him in a car and paid the driver for him. he somehow shows so resistance more like he would have prefer the money.

something was telling me that I am making matter difficult for this young man. he might lied to me and the car is taking him away to far place, he didn't feel like someone who get relief from the stress he find himself. what if he lied? did I do anything wrong?

even if I don't have anything. I don't joke when someone is stranded because I know how it feel like. to even ask for help is really a big problem for me to do.

You for don give am the money straight.

If you are moved to do something, fear not if the person involved is lying. Just satisfy your conscience although to be frank, it is painful if someone wastes ones resources on frivolities under the guise of "I don't have transport..." and "Epp me".