I WANNA LEAVE HOME,.PLS ADVICE ME...

Am the first born of my family out of 4 children, Am just through with my NCE PROGRAM at Adeyemi College of Education. The second born, my younger brother, is at service, the 3rd born is already in final year while our last born is in part 2. I am slow in my education due to some circumstances. Though before my NCE PROGRAM, I had already schooled at Federal polytechnic ado,(which there's nothing to show for it....My gp was just too low). But at least I thank God I performed well at Adeyemi college.

But there's something, my parents are tired of me, I look like a stranger even in my father's house, My progress is not a match to my younger ones .

Even if I wanna progress after my NCE PROGRAM, (IT WOULD BE THE 3RD HIGHER INSTITUTIONS HAVE ATTENDED) I feel ashamed of myself even among my younger ones at home. It really gives me psychological trauma. I don't know what to do, every mistake I do is noticed, while my younger ones are pampered at same mistake.

I remembered when I almost committed suicide at home, life at home is just as Hell fire.and many experiences at home. They are just fed up with me.

My verdict is, I wanna leave home for me sister house and start a new life from there, I Want to huzzle myself and take care of my education with the little help of my Aunty (younger sister of my dad)

So the question is should I continue under my Parents .(Am 25 years of Age).

Or continued with my decision to Start a new life somewhere. But remember that my staying with my parents is like being in hell... PLEASE ADVISE ME.

You are the problem here

You have not always been serious about life in the first place.

Taking the decision to leave depends on wheater you will be serious. The sister that you are going to be with, wouldn't she be tired of you also?

If you remain in your father's house, the challenge is still there.

So that decision to make it in life should follow you immediately you leave your parents.

Do you work?

There is something outstanding in you, discover it and there won't be any inferiority complex.

If you have enough you can make way to Dubai and work there I'm sure when you get back in 2 years you parent and your siblings will be proud of you only if you are determine and prepare to be serious about life. If you move to your anty or sister won't she get tired of you especially in this buharri regime no person wan feed the other everyone are just on their own.
Think and wise up