Dear brothers and sisters, guilt and fear are very bad emotions that can easily lead to depression and suicidal toughts. If you're currently shackled with these terrible weapons of the devil, I've got great news for you, and that answer is Jesus. He said are you weary or heavy hearted? Come to me and I will give you rest

Mathew 11:28-30.
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

Accept JESUS as your lord and saviour today and receive true peace and joy.

Say this prayer with me with all sincerity. Lord Jesus, I admit I am a sinner and that I can't help myself. Lord I believe that you died on the Cross to pay the price for my sins. I accept your gift of salvation and ask that you come into my life to be my lord and personal saviour, in Jesus name, Amen

This is the best decision you can ever make. I will advice that you Look for a bible beliving church to attend, try to study the bible and pray (talk) in the name of Jesus to God daily also.