So Docs in the house, i need medical Advice please.

As a kid growing up, i was abused my an aunt for quite sometime. I got used to it then but Eventually she left & i sort out other options to help myself. I found myself playing with my genitals as a kid when am alone & this later became an habit. As i grew up further, this little play of mine turned into an occasional masturbation, though not often but i still find myself doing it.

Fast forward to recently, i discovered am more like an alone person, like i keep to myself alot, having mood swings and the likes. Now i got involved in a rather platonic relationship, though that was how it seem at first, but eventually we got carried away & resulted in a near séx experience. Near sèx in the sense that we were about having séx & my little Johnny refused to come up hard enough for a penetration after three good attempts.

I initially brought up my habits of pleasuring myself so to know if it could be the cause or something else & if there are solutions.
I am truly bothered.

Truth is I'm now in my twenties & i have never had sèx before cause am of the school of thought that its best when married but coming to know this about myself now scares me.

Alzirida:
Maybe u have been meeting the wrong women
U are just 20, why the curiosity