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#davidspaul_daily_tonic
16th May, 2019.
*Tear Drop On A Suicide Note*

Dearly Beloved,
Those last words you are writing, that last video you are recording, the last audio you are taping, who exactly are you expecting to read, watch or hear it? Who's tears actually worth your selfishness? I know your response would be "who give a fck about who hears it", or you might say "I don't care about who sees, hears or reads it first". You are damn right! Because it is only a looser who thinks that way. A looser you have called yourself that made you want to take the life you haven't given yourself.
Yes you are a looser! For thinking and allowing yourself to be overwhelmed by the situation of things that are meant to pass away like a blown chaff. You are a LOOSER!
Aren't you the same person who just said few seconds ago that you don't give a fck about who reads your Goddamn last notes? Ain't that supposed to tell you that life don't give a fck about who stays or leaves? Ain't that supposed to tell you that life isn't and wasn't a smooth ride right from the beginning?
Oh oh oh... Lolzzz, I see!!! Don't tell me you have just been fooled by alot of updates, uploads and pictures of stars and celebrities you see on news and social media, "Reginal Daniels posing with Benz and Porche of millions of Naira", "Davido buys a watch of 30million", and you begin to evaluate your life base on these? Lolzzz what a fool and a combine looser you are!
Have you ever sat and ask yourself, why do this people acquire anything, no matter how little or big and they bring it online? They cough, sneeze and they post it for you to see? WHY? They all want attention, they want to gain relevance, they want to remain being talked about, they want to escape depression, they want to stay happy, this is because their lives are surrounded by loads of shits too.
No life is without shits, no one is without ups and downs. That a 17year old boy drives a G wagon doesn't mean Dangote that drives his own at 45 is a failure. The boy can die at 28 and Dangote lives till 95.... Then who is more successful?
Get this stuck to you head... *If you want happiness, give it to people around you.* Do not ever think anyone is doing better than you. Do not ever think the debt you are into can never be paid. I remember alot of debt my family was once into, it almost gave my parents high blood pressure and every members of the family was in total shame. But I remember something my brother used to say then, he'll say "No body should give up, die, or go down on sickness just because of all these, because if you die and the situation changes, 'na u lose'". And guess what? All the debt was paid in a day.
A news had it yesterday (Wednesday 15th May, 2019), about a gospel singer who hung himself with his belt because of some personal issues, some say he couldn't pay his rent... But which ever way, let me ask you who is about to do same too now, was he born with those personal issues? Even if he was, does it mean he'll die with them?
Some ended their lives because of relationships and marital discontinuation. In this life that a man marries the love of his life and they both died on wedding day?
Some ended their own lives because of their undergraduate results or Jamb results. In this same world, that a dropout and no-school man is employing both graduates and post graduates?
And don't ever tell me that I don't understand your plight that's why I'm talking like this, I have been into alot of shits and mind you I will be into more tougher shits, because I want to be great. And the greater the heights the tougher, the messier, the hotter and colder, the rougher, the rockier, the uglier the shits. And you know what, I will wait, and I will fight it through.
I will leave you with this quote by a guy who fought all through without thinking of taking his own life just like you, he fought a good fight till he forgot to get married... He said, "The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure." - Apostle Paul (I Cor. 10:13)
No one's worthy of reading and dropping their tears on your suicide notes, videos or audios... Stay back, put that note in your diary and read it to someone one day and tell them those shits you have been through.
Peace of God Be Upon You Now And Forever. ✌️- ©#davidspaul


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