‘Wish I can capture all feelings in words

That my pain and happiness I will shout to the world

That to the world I will tell story of my first

And my very best whose love I’m still in thirst



May I have the taste of your lips?

From your steam may I take a sip?

He asked with ease

My hand in his



I couldn’t think

I couldn’t wink

’Pierces through my heart like a knife

’Never felt this way before, I’m naïve



Lost in his love

His question I solve

He searched for my eyes

He could feel my slightest sigh



He held me with valor

He looked at me with adore

I never knew the power a look withhold

Until his eyes I behold



In his eyes I saw a dream

Of a lonely stream

He and I sitting together

Holding to each other



I was lost in this vision

When he captured my emotion

He moved closer

And made his body my cover



I never knew the power in the touch of a lip

Until my virgin lip he unzipped

My body submitted itself to the call of love

That moment I felt my all problem is solved


Every little part of me stirred

He licked my neck, forehead and hair

And finally he whisper

I never knew the power in a whisper



Until I heard him speak

More of his voice I seek

Its common words he said ‘I love you’

As if those words I’ve never heard



I felt loved

I felt owned

He was my first

And my very best



I hold on to him for minutes

As if I knew I won’t see him again

Wish I could captured that moment

Now I’m all alone in pain



Cos since then I never see him

He left without ‘goodbye’

He left when I’m dry

I can’t sing cos he left with my hymn



Now if you see me staring at space

It’s him I’m searching for

If you see me standing at the door

It’s him, I still await his gaze



Fresh in my memory is still that day

Unsullied is the words he say

I remember my first

And my very best