I want to end my life. This is not a financial thing or heartbreak, this is just me not having any reason to live anymore.

Two years ago, the only girl i ever loved and stood as my everything human left me. It was the worst experience ever and even though she cheated on me, i still had to apologize for her to accept me. She sets me up and i nearly lost my life. It was obvious she wasn't in love with me anymore as at that time. Even though I was in my 200level then and a good looking students' rep, i never cheated on her because of my love which is undying till now.

I realised the part of the brain that processes pain is thesame part that processes heart break and heartbreak is far worse than when you loose a thump literally. It took me more than six months to finally gained my sanity from the heartbreak but ever since then, i have never loved anyone again and the fear of loosing people has always kept me from getting to know them.

Stella was everything i needed in a woman and when she dumped me for an MC in Agbarho known as Exclusive, i lost my balance and even had to resign as my class rep. People have come and go in my life ever since then and i have always been cold. The MC dumped her two months later to marry someone else, and i had to go to her to tell her to accept me again. Don't call me a weakling, i wasn't, it was all love. She wasn't the prettiest girl i have been with and i didn't meet her a virgin, still, i was bonded. I think my addiction to her may be liken to my parental negligence. I never had love from the onset and when i had it the first time, i could not stand the face of loosing it.

After all the cheating, and well known four guys that have slept with her since then, not to mention the ones i am not aware of, we came back together. Something led to something and her pastor called us together and counselled us. Maybe because i am doing well financially now.

I know she has someone now which she isn't completely honest to me about. She has blackmailed me in the past when she gave money to a guy and had to bring thugs to my place to lie that i took her money forcefully (though she later confessed), all these took place recently and it pains me knowing how much i want her to love me.

I take drugs, it keeps me alive( you won't understand). I have a pharmacy shop in warri, a land in Abraka, and i am in my final year in school. I also trade on Forex too and has tutor few people. I am also pretty young as a 24years old guy plus the proud truth that i financed my education all through from 100level till this stage.

My mum is alive and healthy and my seven siblings are also there too. I am the most hated and that was the drive that made me the most successful yet as the second to the last child. I have done what the eldest son couldn't do and i know i should be proud of myself. My dad is battling with stroke for years now, well, he never liked me before but still, i love him as my dad and I have always been to the family house to see him most times.

The truth is, life is boring and tasteless to me. Even though Stella has reconciled and even visiting me tomorrow, i still can't see any reason to live. I have this force inside me to rest from all the struggle and pains plus loneliness of life. I guess life has been a good teacher to me but be it that my elastic limit has be exceeded, it's time to pass out. I intend leaving my shop for Stella, plus the land too and the little money in my bank account. Don't even remind me that she is going to use it on another guy. Every moment i spent with her i never regretted. She gave me human hope and even though she doesn't love me anymore, i see this as the only reward i could offer her.

So this week, i just have to put few things in place and take an overdose of tramadol to end my existence.

Thank you for reading, this could be my last diary.

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You are Not alone Dude, life is also pain to me but naso we dey drag am dey go till we die.

There’s more reasons to live.

Ok help us greet angel micheal when you get to heaven and if you go to hell help us greet sani abacha tell him we appreciate him for saving our money for us,








abeg o.p before you die no forget to chop well well ooo it is not good to die a hungry man.

I don't know you, so I can't give you reasons not to die, but just know that offing yourself because you feel empty or In pain (especially because of a woman) would be a wacky, trashy way to go out. Just think about that...

Danielfx:
I want to end my life. This is not a financial thing or heartbreak, this is just me not having any reason to live anymore.

Two years ago, the only girl i ever loved and stood as my everything human left me. It was the worst experience ever and even though she cheated on me, i still had to apologize for her to accept me. She sets me up and i nearly lost my life. It was obvious she wasn't in love with me anymore as at that time. Even though I was in my 200level then and a good looking students' rep, i never cheated on her because of my love which is undying till now.

I realised the part of the brain that processes pain is thesame part that processes heart break and heartbreak is far worse than when you loose a thump literally. It took me more than six months to finally gained my sanity from the heartbreak but ever since then, i have never loved anyone again and the fear of loosing people has always kept me from getting to know them.

Stella was everything i needed in a woman and when she dumped me for an MC in Agbarho known as Exclusive, i lost my balance and even had to resign as my class rep. People have come and go in my life ever since then and i have always been cold. The MC dumped her two months later to marry someone else, and i had to go to her to tell her to accept me again. Don't call me a weakling, i wasn't, it was all love. She wasn't the prettiest girl i have been with and i didn't meet her a virgin, still, i was bonded. I think my addiction to her may be liken to my parental negligence. I never had love from the onset and when i had it the first time, i could not stand the face of loosing it.

After all the cheating, and well known four guys that have slept with her since then, not to mention the ones i am not aware of, we came back together. Something led to something and her pastor called us together and counselled us. Maybe because i am doing well financially now.

I know she has someone now which she isn't completely honest to me about. She has blackmailed me in the past when she gave money to a guy and had to bring thugs to my place to lie that i took her money forcefully (though she later confessed), all these took place recently and it pains me knowing how much i want her to love me.

I take drugs, it keeps me alive( you won't understand). I have a pharmacy shop in warri, a land in Abraka, and i am in my final year in school. I also trade on Forex too and has tutor few people. I am also pretty young as a 24years old guy plus the proud truth that i financed my education all through from 100level till this stage.

My mum is alive and healthy and my seven siblings are also there too. I am the most hated and that was the drive that made me the most successful yet as the second to the last child. I have done what the eldest son couldn't do and i know i should be proud of myself. My dad is battling with stroke for years now, well, he never liked me before but still, i love him as my dad and I have always been to the family house to see him most times.

The truth is, life is boring and tasteless to me. Even though Stella has reconciled and even visiting me tomorrow, i still can't see any reason to live. I have this force inside me to rest from all the struggle and pains plus loneliness of life. I guess life has been a good teacher to me but be it that my elastic limit has be exceeded, it's time to pass out. I intend leaving my shop for Stella, plus the land too and the little money in my bank account. Don't even remind me that she is going to use it on another guy. Every moment i spent with her i never regretted. She gave me human hope and even though she doesn't love me anymore, i see this as the only reward i could offer her.

So this week, i just have to put few things in place and take an overdose of tramadol to end my existence.

Thank you for reading, this could be my last diary.

Lol the suffering you'll encounter in the life beyond will be minute compared to what ur going thr now

you think all death brings peace? you must have been believing in a lie for ages cuz only the death in Christ brings peace which suicide isn't part of

now here's why you would be punished in the after life. 1. cuz you'll put ur families and well wishers in pains 2. cuz you're taking a life you can't give 3. bcuz u don't know God cuz if you do you wount take ur life. And lemme not remind you that you will and cannot come back after ur eyes are cleared and that's why it's called Eternity.

but I'll drop the pen here by saying. Only a foolish guy would kill himself cuz of a girl God didn't hand over to that take of I've bound both of you since creation. Over to you man

I understand what you are going through and I can assure you that if you do the Right things Right then you will just be okay.

1. Leave Drugs-it won't help you.
2. Leave Stella- she is not good for you. You will get someone else.
3. Pay your pharmacy staff.
4. Try and pass your exams. Graduate and have a certificate.
5. Make peace with your family.
6. Change your circle of friends.
7. Pray, read and learn more.

Has suicide become a business now? Of a truth,you are taking the drug to escape&it's giving you temporary relief.You need social support& that involves family bonding. Go&make peace with your family. you'd be glad to live again. This i promise you.

Smiles. When you take your life, this is how this will pan out

Your soul will go to God who will judge you for taking your life without his approval.

And then, the wages of that is hell, where there will be weeping and grinding of teeth. Too bad Stella would be the reason for you going to hell if you still stupid.


Be guided. Stay alive.

OP abeg help us greet George Floyd if u reach that side abeg....Tell am say him don liberate the black race from racism and undue brutality ��
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lalasticlala oya front page ooo

Danielfx:
I want to end my life. This is not a financial thing or heartbreak, this is just me not having any reason to live anymore.

Two years ago, the only girl i ever loved and stood as my everything human left me. It was the worst experience ever and even though she cheated on me, i still had to apologize for her to accept me. She sets me up and i nearly lost my life. It was obvious she wasn't in love with me anymore as at that time. Even though I was in my 200level then and a good looking students' rep, i never cheated on her because of my love which is undying till now.

I realised the part of the brain that processes pain is thesame part that processes heart break and heartbreak is far worse than when you loose a thump literally. It took me more than six months to finally gained my sanity from the heartbreak but ever since then, i have never loved anyone again and the fear of loosing people has always kept me from getting to know them.

Stella was everything i needed in a woman and when she dumped me for an MC in Agbarho known as Exclusive, i lost my balance and even had to resign as my class rep. People have come and go in my life ever since then and i have always been cold. The MC dumped her two months later to marry someone else, and i had to go to her to tell her to accept me again. Don't call me a weakling, i wasn't, it was all love. She wasn't the prettiest girl i have been with and i didn't meet her a virgin, still, i was bonded. I think my addiction to her may be liken to my parental negligence. I never had love from the onset and when i had it the first time, i could not stand the face of loosing it.

After all the cheating, and well known four guys that have slept with her since then, not to mention the ones i am not aware of, we came back together. Something led to something and her pastor called us together and counselled us. Maybe because i am doing well financially now.

I know she has someone now which she isn't completely honest to me about. She has blackmailed me in the past when she gave money to a guy and had to bring thugs to my place to lie that i took her money forcefully (though she later confessed), all these took place recently and it pains me knowing how much i want her to love me.

I take drugs, it keeps me alive( you won't understand). I have a pharmacy shop in warri, a land in Abraka, and i am in my final year in school. I also trade on Forex too and has tutor few people. I am also pretty young as a 24years old guy plus the proud truth that i financed my education all through from 100level till this stage.

My mum is alive and healthy and my seven siblings are also there too. I am the most hated and that was the drive that made me the most successful yet as the second to the last child. I have done what the eldest son couldn't do and i know i should be proud of myself. My dad is battling with stroke for years now, well, he never liked me before but still, i love him as my dad and I have always been to the family house to see him most times.

The truth is, life is boring and tasteless to me. Even though Stella has reconciled and even visiting me tomorrow, i still can't see any reason to live. I have this force inside me to rest from all the struggle and pains plus loneliness of life. I guess life has been a good teacher to me but be it that my elastic limit has be exceeded, it's time to pass out. I intend leaving my shop for Stella, plus the land too and the little money in my bank account. Don't even remind me that she is going to use it on another guy. Every moment i spent with her i never regretted. She gave me human hope and even though she doesn't love me anymore, i see this as the only reward i could offer her.

So this week, i just have to put few things in place and take an overdose of tramadol to end my existence.

Thank you for reading, this could be my last diary.

Op... I'm actually pray you won't make the mistake of eternity, just because of Stella.

Can you just ask God to give you a reason or purpose to stay alive. You need Jesus more than ever now.

I repeat, don't kill yourself because of Stella. She is not responsible for your life.

Please give me all your money before u go.

FOR NO MATTER WHAT. YOUR LIFE IS PRECIOUS

Op she you don sie? If you are still alive please i want you to help me greet someone. Emmm, who will you greet for me oooo? Ok greet abakari tellerm say we never see buhari since die or he sent him on an Eran? I believe if you run fast you will still meet him on the way to hell because he is an old man and he no die with his private jets

Hang in there, man.

Firstly, and this is very important, summon the will power to cut off that lady from your life. Do that and solve half of the problem.

Next, quit the drugs. And when you're through with school, change environment.

As a matter of fact if you can, travel out of Delta State and go spend time in a different state until school resumes.

I hope you'd follow through with my advice.

OP nor kill urself now

I hear say Devil de do renovation now , and u know say hell fire big pass Africa

So if u go hell fire now , as fire de burn u , u go de carry Cement for head at the same time


Kuku wait make Devil finish the renovation b4 u finish urself

Go and die. You think anyone is finding life funny?

Pls send me your bvn

@OP this life isn't easy for anyone. You have all it takes to keep giving God the glory that you are alive. Taking your life yourself because Of a lady wont mean she won't get marry to someone else. Please, look back and look at what God has done for you that, you aren't seeing in someone else life. @24, you already have money, what else are you looking for. Some are @35 and still depend on parents, yours isn't like that. Abeg, change your mindset. life hasn't done anything for you to take it out.

Every human u see on earth is fighting one or two demons bro, you lucky to get all those properties at that age and a family by ur side, even thou u say they don't care about you... Nvr gv up in life bro... I know what I'm passing through right now in life, but I can't never give up..Iam living for my parent, I am typing this with tears in my eyes... Never give up bro.. It will be well.. Believe in God Jesus... Shalom

This is disheartening. Love with your heart but, never neglect the brains.

Why going on a wild goose chase, you deserve better. Know your worth, we all have flaws but, this one is needs rehabilitation.

simps, they're just too stubborn

Goan drink 2 Chilled can trophy ans Bleep one big ass ashana. u would forget ur sorrows in Minute's.

Your story sounds genuine but why do I have the feeling that you are an attention seeker and a clout chasing introvert

Danielfx:
I want to end my life. This is not a financial thing or heartbreak, this is just me not having any reason to live anymore.

Two years ago, the only girl i ever loved and stood as my everything human left me. It was the worst experience ever and even though she cheated on me, i still had to apologize for her to accept me. She sets me up and i nearly lost my life. It was obvious she wasn't in love with me anymore as at that time. Even though I was in my 200level then and a good looking students' rep, i never cheated on her because of my love which is undying till now.

I realised the part of the brain that processes pain is thesame part that processes heart break and heartbreak is far worse than when you loose a thump literally. It took me more than six months to finally gained my sanity from the heartbreak but ever since then, i have never loved anyone again and the fear of loosing people has always kept me from getting to know them.

Stella was everything i needed in a woman and when she dumped me for an MC in Agbarho known as Exclusive, i lost my balance and even had to resign as my class rep. People have come and go in my life ever since then and i have always been cold. The MC dumped her two months later to marry someone else, and i had to go to her to tell her to accept me again. Don't call me a weakling, i wasn't, it was all love. She wasn't the prettiest girl i have been with and i didn't meet her a virgin, still, i was bonded. I think my addiction to her may be liken to my parental negligence. I never had love from the onset and when i had it the first time, i could not stand the face of loosing it.

After all the cheating, and well known four guys that have slept with her since then, not to mention the ones i am not aware of, we came back together. Something led to something and her pastor called us together and counselled us. Maybe because i am doing well financially now.

I know she has someone now which she isn't completely honest to me about. She has blackmailed me in the past when she gave money to a guy and had to bring thugs to my place to lie that i took her money forcefully (though she later confessed), all these took place recently and it pains me knowing how much i want her to love me.

I take drugs, it keeps me alive( you won't understand). I have a pharmacy shop in warri, a land in Abraka, and i am in my final year in school. I also trade on Forex too and has tutor few people. I am also pretty young as a 24years old guy plus the proud truth that i financed my education all through from 100level till this stage.

My mum is alive and healthy and my seven siblings are also there too. I am the most hated and that was the drive that made me the most successful yet as the second to the last child. I have done what the eldest son couldn't do and i know i should be proud of myself. My dad is battling with stroke for years now, well, he never liked me before but still, i love him as my dad and I have always been to the family house to see him most times.

The truth is, life is boring and tasteless to me. Even though Stella has reconciled and even visiting me tomorrow, i still can't see any reason to live. I have this force inside me to rest from all the struggle and pains plus loneliness of life. I guess life has been a good teacher to me but be it that my elastic limit has be exceeded, it's time to pass out. I intend leaving my shop for Stella, plus the land too and the little money in my bank account. Don't even remind me that she is going to use it on another guy. Every moment i spent with her i never regretted. She gave me human hope and even though she doesn't love me anymore, i see this as the only reward i could offer her.

So this week, i just have to put few things in place and take an overdose of tramadol to end my existence.

Thank you for reading, this could be my last diary.

Don't end your life cos of a woman that obviously doesn't belong to u. The devil is using her as your weak point to get to u. Be smart and be prayerful. Leave that girl alone and move on with your life. There are better days ahead.

Danielfx:
I want to end my life. This is not a financial thing or heartbreak, this is just me not having any reason to live anymore.

Two years ago, the only girl i ever loved and stood as my everything human left me. It was the worst experience ever and even though she cheated on me, i still had to apologize for her to accept me. She sets me up and i nearly lost my life. It was obvious she wasn't in love with me anymore as at that time. Even though I was in my 200level then and a good looking students' rep, i never cheated on her because of my love which is undying till now.

I realised the part of the brain that processes pain is thesame part that processes heart break and heartbreak is far worse than when you loose a thump literally. It took me more than six months to finally gained my sanity from the heartbreak but ever since then, i have never loved anyone again and the fear of loosing people has always kept me from getting to know them.

Stella was everything i needed in a woman and when she dumped me for an MC in Agbarho known as Exclusive, i lost my balance and even had to resign as my class rep. People have come and go in my life ever since then and i have always been cold. The MC dumped her two months later to marry someone else, and i had to go to her to tell her to accept me again. Don't call me a weakling, i wasn't, it was all love. She wasn't the prettiest girl i have been with and i didn't meet her a virgin, still, i was bonded. I think my addiction to her may be liken to my parental negligence. I never had love from the onset and when i had it the first time, i could not stand the face of loosing it.

After all the cheating, and well known four guys that have slept with her since then, not to mention the ones i am not aware of, we came back together. Something led to something and her pastor called us together and counselled us. Maybe because i am doing well financially now.

I know she has someone now which she isn't completely honest to me about. She has blackmailed me in the past when she gave money to a guy and had to bring thugs to my place to lie that i took her money forcefully (though she later confessed), all these took place recently and it pains me knowing how much i want her to love me.

I take drugs, it keeps me alive( you won't understand). I have a pharmacy shop in warri, a land in Abraka, and i am in my final year in school. I also trade on Forex too and has tutor few people. I am also pretty young as a 24years old guy plus the proud truth that i financed my education all through from 100level till this stage.

My mum is alive and healthy and my seven siblings are also there too. I am the most hated and that was the drive that made me the most successful yet as the second to the last child. I have done what the eldest son couldn't do and i know i should be proud of myself. My dad is battling with stroke for years now, well, he never liked me before but still, i love him as my dad and I have always been to the family house to see him most times.

The truth is, life is boring and tasteless to me. Even though Stella has reconciled and even visiting me tomorrow, i still can't see any reason to live. I have this force inside me to rest from all the struggle and pains plus loneliness of life. I guess life has been a good teacher to me but be it that my elastic limit has be exceeded, it's time to pass out. I intend leaving my shop for Stella, plus the land too and the little money in my bank account. Don't even remind me that she is going to use it on another guy. Every moment i spent with her i never regretted. She gave me human hope and even though she doesn't love me anymore, i see this as the only reward i could offer her.

So this week, i just have to put few things in place and take an overdose of tramadol to end my existence.

Thank you for reading, this could be my last diary.

For real bro? And you haven't seen any other reasons to stay alive apart from for Stella? Oh please, cut me some slack. Stay alive bro. Taking one's life is not worth it no matter what. Stay alive bro.

I know this is in a wrong section (business) but I'm more interested in your life than rules so let's get to it.

My brother, my brother you're a good person. You will get hurt very very well in this life. But you will move on and keep being kind and loving. Some relationships are not meant to last forever no matter how sweet they started. Bro there's 200 million people in Nigeria haba you can find someone who is better than Stella for all o

Lol... This sounds untrue abeg

You want to kill your self because of one cheating stupid girl.







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