Sometimes I feel maybe I should just let things be and other times I feel I'm not doing enough. Coming from a family where u have to fend for everything you want without any support from anywhere makes you want to kill urself sometimes...I know I'm not the only one going through alot right now but I feel the weight on me is too much.

A country like Nigeria with very talented and hard working youths like myself and others here is just not helping. I try as much as I can to hold myself but guys I can't anymore.

Being an entrepreneur is even worst I see people doing the same thing I do and make a living out of it, why can't mine be the say?

I struggle so hard and yet I earn so little and most times nothing.

Is God really up there watching? (don't get me wrong I believe in God) is this the process? Or I'm doing something wrong.

I just want to be OK, I'm not saying rich. I want to be able have a family, I want to wake up every morning knowing this I won't have to beg before I eat. It's all bleeped up in my head I don't even sleep this days. I need all the help I can get from anywhere and I know we all do but ....