| Broken!!! by Broken27: 2:34am On Aug 22, 2020 |
For the first time in 27years, I am about to accept who I dont want to be. Even the call of the name shreds my heart. Its past 2am; I am still awake, lost in thoughts, soaked my pillow with tears. I had to create a new moniker to relay my fears and pains.
Can I ever be who I want to be?
Am I normal?
Why am I odd from what the society wants?
I need a shrink!!!
I am a Nigerian. I live and work in Western part of Nigeria. I do not want to be this person my inner spirit wants. I have fought this spirit but the more I fight it, the more it comes hunting me really bad. I have all it takes to have a girlfriend yet, I dont find the vibes interesting. I tend to loose interest in girls easily especially when they want an intimate relationship. Till my age, the highest intimacy I have had is Kissing.
I don't want to be a homosexual, yet I find myself surfing to read news about them. I find myself having lust feelings for the same sex - reading blogs about them. Stalking on Queer blogs and checking profiles of active followers.
I fantasize on having a relationship with the same sex as against opposite sex.
How I wish I can type further, but words have deserted me. I am broken.
I need help, advice on how to be who I want to and not what my inner spirit wants.
Insults are allowed, but make it constructive.
Thank you!!! |
| Re: Broken!!! by blackpanthar: 2:50am On Aug 22, 2020 |
Broken27:
For the first time in 27years, I am about to accept who I dont want to be. Even the call of the name shreds my heart. Its past 2am; I am still awake, lost in thoughts, soaked my pillow with tears. I had to create a new moniker to relay my fears and pains.
Can I ever be who I want to be?
Am I normal?
Why am I odd from what the society wants?
I need a shrink!!!
I am a Nigerian. I live and work in Western part of Nigeria. I do not want to be this person my inner spirit wants. I have fought this spirit but the more I fight it, the more it comes hunting me really bad. I have all it takes to have a girlfriend yet, I dont find the vibes interesting. I tend to loose interest in girls easily especially when they want an intimate relationship. Till my age, the highest intimacy I have had is Kissing.
I don't want to be a homosexual, yet I find myself surfing to read news about them. I find myself having lust feelings for the same sex - reading blogs about them. Stalking on Queer blogs and checking profiles of active followers.
I fantasize on having a relationship with the same sex as against opposite sex.
How I wish I can type further, but words have deserted me. I am broken.
I need help, advice on how to be who I want to and not what my inner spirit wants.
Insults are allowed, but make it constructive.
Thank you!!!
Lol, bro calm down. You are not an homosexual. You are just having hormonal imbalance... See, you are ONLY reading "good stuff" about them.... Pls balance it and read other news about dangers of such biological misuse called homosexuality. Then you need to change the kind of information that you feed your mind with... Study better books and watch non-sexual movies.... Be very prayerful because chronic homosexuals may come for you.... Be careful o. Lastly, there is nothing wrong with temptations.... Its normal but it can be curbed by what we feed out eyes, ears, mind. God bless you sir. 6 Likes |
| Re: Broken!!! by Mood11: 3:42am On Aug 22, 2020 |
Draw closer to God at this time and like the poster above me said, balance the videos, books and news you feed your eyes and mind...
Peace be unto you. |
| Re: Broken!!! by Nobody: 4:58am On Aug 22, 2020 |
Simple just come to Nigeria you would be fine. |
| Re: Broken!!! by Nobody: 7:46am On Aug 22, 2020 |
Broken27:
For the first time in 27years, I am about to accept who I dont want to be. Even the call of the name shreds my heart. Its past 2am; I am still awake, lost in thoughts, soaked my pillow with tears. I had to create a new moniker to relay my fears and pains.
Can I ever be who I want to be?
Am I normal?
Why am I odd from what the society wants?
I need a shrink!!!
I am a Nigerian. I live and work in Western part of Nigeria. I do not want to be this person my inner spirit wants. I have fought this spirit but the more I fight it, the more it comes hunting me really bad. I have all it takes to have a girlfriend yet, I dont find the vibes interesting. I tend to loose interest in girls easily especially when they want an intimate relationship. Till my age, the highest intimacy I have had is Kissing.
I don't want to be a homosexual, yet I find myself surfing to read news about them. I find myself having lust feelings for the same sex - reading blogs about them. Stalking on Queer blogs and checking profiles of active followers.
I fantasize on having a relationship with the same sex as against opposite sex.
How I wish I can type further, but words have deserted me. I am broken.
I need help, advice on how to be who I want to and not what my inner spirit wants.
Insults are allowed, but make it constructive.
Thank you!!!
You no get any problem. |
| Re: Broken!!! by BEANSndPLANTAIN(m): 8:02am On Aug 22, 2020 |
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| Re: Broken!!! by Houseofglam7(f): 10:55am On Aug 22, 2020 |
Broken27:
For the first time in 27years, I am about to accept who I dont want to be. Even the call of the name shreds my heart. Its past 2am; I am still awake, lost in thoughts, soaked my pillow with tears. I had to create a new moniker to relay my fears and pains.
Can I ever be who I want to be?
Am I normal?
Why am I odd from what the society wants?
I need a shrink!!!
I am a Nigerian. I live and work in Western part of Nigeria. I do not want to be this person my inner spirit wants. I have fought this spirit but the more I fight it, the more it comes hunting me really bad. I have all it takes to have a girlfriend yet, I dont find the vibes interesting. I tend to loose interest in girls easily especially when they want an intimate relationship. Till my age, the highest intimacy I have had is Kissing.
I don't want to be a homosexual, yet I find myself surfing to read news about them. I find myself having lust feelings for the same sex - reading blogs about them. Stalking on Queer blogs and checking profiles of active followers.
I fantasize on having a relationship with the same sex as against opposite sex.
How I wish I can type further, but words have deserted me. I am broken.
I need help, advice on how to be who I want to and not what my inner spirit wants.
Insults are allowed, but make it constructive.
Thank you!!!
You ain't broken and you certainly don't need a shrink. Embrace you,the world will adjust  |
| Re: Broken!!! by Nobody: 11:36am On Aug 22, 2020 |
You are broken and you certainly need a shrink. Fight it, the world will appreciate.  |
| Re: Broken!!! by saucecode(m): 1:17pm On Aug 22, 2020 |
Houseofglam7:
You ain't broken and you certainly don't need a shrink.
Embrace you,the world will adjust Palema007:
You are broken and you certainly need a shrink.
Fight it, the world will appreciate.  |
| Re: Broken!!! by LadySarah: 8:16pm On Aug 22, 2020 |
What do I have to say. I'm homophobic. |
| Re: Broken!!! by Nobody: 10:06pm On Nov 14, 2020 |
Broken27:
For the first time in 27years, I am about to accept who I dont want to be. Even the call of the name shreds my heart. Its past 2am; I am still awake, lost in thoughts, soaked my pillow with tears. I had to create a new moniker to relay my fears and pains.
Can I ever be who I want to be?
Am I normal?
Why am I odd from what the society wants?
I need a shrink!!!
I am a Nigerian. I live and work in Western part of Nigeria. I do not want to be this person my inner spirit wants. I have fought this spirit but the more I fight it, the more it comes hunting me really bad. I have all it takes to have a girlfriend yet, I dont find the vibes interesting. I tend to loose interest in girls easily especially when they want an intimate relationship. Till my age, the highest intimacy I have had is Kissing.
I don't want to be a homosexual, yet I find myself surfing to read news about them. I find myself having lust feelings for the same sex - reading blogs about them. Stalking on Queer blogs and checking profiles of active followers.
I fantasize on having a relationship with the same sex as against opposite sex.
How I wish I can type further, but words have deserted me. I am broken.
I need help, advice on how to be who I want to and not what my inner spirit wants.
Insults are allowed, but make it constructive.
Thank you!!!
You are perfect as you are |
