Go out there and live yourself, fight for your real self, what you believe in. I know its easy to say but you got to do it. Stop hiding.. All those people who tell you ''you will go to hell, you choose this, God is angry with you, you are possesed'' please don't listen to them, they only say this because they are not in your shoes so they will never know how it feels like. LGBTI+ members have high suicide and depression rate due to the hate, bullying,
ignorance and judgement most of us face from people out there who are privileged not to be an Lgbti+ member. Those who aren't LGBTI+ member feel they are normal and those who are LGBTI+ members are abnormal and unfortunate, that's why they always bully and look down on us but i tell you something. You are perfect the way nature made you, society are the ones who will make you feel something is wrong with you. Don't listen to them, keep fighting for your truth. Many people have lost their lives fighting for their truth.
If it disgusts you seeing things you hate or don't understand then show respect and kindly back off! Its not by force to ''LOOK''
God will never hate you no matter who you are and only GOD knows why and only God can judge you. Trust in GOD and forget people..