Looking at undone project, new ones to start and comparing myself with my agemate, all these have deprived me from seeing your goodness.
At middle 30, supposed to be a father of kids, have a roof of my own, even property but non of these .

But have B-eng certificate (2-1) though no external skill, have a business to my name and other things.

Always looking at your immediate who are successful will never allow you to see the goodness of God in your life just like a man who is walking while looking up. His fall is certain because he will soon stumbled on something and fall. But appreciating God for what He has will make Him to do more and there's no way you will sincerely appreciate God by counting on your losses.

Even our life what given Him unending praise.
Let learn to appreciate God