So i am wondering,i am really pondering,is it my destiny?,how come i am always in dirts?,why am i always in debt?,even if it is destiny,why did i accept such misery from my creator,its high time a mediator begs my creator that this creature is tired of the suffocating adventure that i have been sent to earth to do.can my creator really capture what am going through down here?,i doubt if he can picture me from up there.is my "chi" purnishing me for the offences i commited while with him?i need answers or should i end it all,go up and get the answers from him?

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