Homeless , falsely described as jobless , threatened by some bastards both offline and online, feeding in confusion as a result of difficulty in selection,.......these things will either destroy my mind or kill me or both soon.



Last year , certain people stopped others from helping me ....... they even tried to make me hate myself by saying I spoke badly of myself.



I didn't say anyone was owing me but I even had to leave somewhere because of such being said by another person.




They are all saying that I said what I never said.



So I know it doesn't matter to almost everyone here but I know LordReed and hakeem4 won't mind assessing the situation.




They might prefer email conversation but I don't have data so I have to use Freebasics here.




If I get robbed of my phone ....., some will celebrate.



When I die....,they will pretend to have cared.



Before you start calling this a suicide threat..., please think very well.



There are many things that can kill someone especially on the street.



I am thinking of writing a rap song titled 'Neither Wisdom Nor Foolishness'



Some people unnecessarily call others stupid...... even if Mr A was a man ,does it mean there was ever anything he was meant to do to prevent certain ordeals?


A person just finds himself being called names and you say he didn't do anything to prevent it.


How was he supposed to know such people existed?


Someone kept repeating my words when I complained of mosquitoes.


I accused the person of trying to mock me only for the person to repeat the same thing , then calling it a proof I mock myself.



Well, I don't know how I will finance the production of the song but I know a producer


Unfortunately, people like 1Sharon wouldn't care ....if I don't release the rap songs,then what exactly?


They don't want to know how I'm gonna go about it.


Fixed!

If I write in vain..., the world will not change.


Maybe ,my phone will be sold by my sisters while I'm dumped in the river....my parents can't afford a place to bury someone.


My sisters aren't thieves!


What I mean is after I die ..,they might have to sell the phone.


But I will always lambast those that keep saying my lines are self-reducing.


I'm being realistic ,damn it!



Must people eat chicken and behave like the chicken they eat?


It's not about preaching what cannot work!


Be straightforward and insightful!


Take my lines as they are!


Don't say I said what I didn't say !


Don't try to determine what I mean for me!



Don't ask for a proof that is impossible!



I am tired of certain things!


But they can still kill me!

Is this poetry
Or what
Vus it sounds like one
Anyway gee
If suicide is on your mind

blazingblender:
Is this poetry
Or what
Vus it sounds like one
Anyway gee
If suicide is on your mind

I am tired of the incomplete building and I have some debts to think about.



Other things like fever, having to keep waste in the building where I try to sleep till midnight to dispose, getting robbed on the street,etc can kill me.


Mosquitoes are dancing around me now.

When fever and toxic waste stuck in the building kills me...,they will say it's suicide.



The truth is mosquitoes are ready to add to my problems.


Same as some people if called to speak.



I will never forget what happened towards the end of last year.


I have no child but I might tell my grand children if I ever meet them.



The mosquitoes are still literally having fun around me.

Oga go buy mosquitoe net in the morning,
life in Nigeria is like a handicapped game of 10 : Zero... God will see us through

HellVictorinho4:
When fever and toxic waste stuck in the building kills me...,they will say it's suicide.



The truth is mosquitoes are ready to add to my problems.


Same as some people if called to speak.



I will never forget what happened towards the end of last year.


I have no child but I might tell my grand children if I ever meet them.



The mosquitoes are still literally having fun around me.

Vincyman:
Oga go buy mosquitoe net in the morning,
life in Nigeria is like a handicapped game of 10 : Zero... God will see us through

Lolssss funny you

Vincyman:
Oga go buy mosquitoe net in the morning,
life in Nigeria is like a handicapped game of 10 : Zero... God will see us through

I can't afford a net.

I can't afford a toilet


As from tomorrow..., I will stop eating in my toxic waste infested room in the incomplete building


Unless I die tonight


My stomach is somehow


I will be eating on the street as from tomorrow even if it's garrri I'm taking.



But I think it would be unfortunate for anyone to laugh at me because it will not yield gain in the person's life.



If I survive tonight...., I hope my head will still be able to process the home lessons I do sometimes.



If you can help me with any amount..., that should do something but I don't know if I will survive this smell of toxic waste.



R.I.P to myself in advance... I need a knife or a bottle or ...... don't worry about the stick . I will find some hard wood to fight in case the bastard I met on the street today shows up tomorrow.


I just need him to be alone or without support.


He wants to take what is not up to anything away from me by force.

Damn it!


My stomach hurts !


The smell in the room is getting worse.

lordchiz:

Lolssss funny you

It not funny


Damn it!



The smell of the room...,no toilet ,these things are killing me .

Guy but u serious so abi Na poem u dey write so!
If u serious ...then stop speaking gibberishly!
Just come out plainly and ask for help!
Nitori oloun!
Stop using Ajebo style to ask for help pls!

lordchiz:
Guy but u serious so abi Na poem u dey write so!
If u serious ...then stop speaking gibberishly!
Just come out plainly and ask for help!
Nitori oloun!
Stop using Ajebo style to ask for help pls!

I think I was plain enough to state my situation


I am asking for help now ..... can you help me?



I am asking because you seem interested...... I once got distressed by certain people after asking.


They never really cared.


I need your financial assistance... can you help me



What else?