....Sui'C'ide isn't the answer, it passes the paIn to someone else...�

Tania stared around Her room one more time, she wanted to see how it looks like for the last time, so she could remember how it would look like when She was gone.

She picked up the rope that she had yesterday and knotted an end to the ceiling fan above her, while balls of tears formed in her eye.

I'm tired, Yeah that is what she would say to her diary everyday.
Tania was emotionally down, she had no one to talk to or pour her heart too.

Tania has no friends and her family aren't even helping matters, been the only child Her mom and Dad were very busy people, though there's nothing she wants that she doesn't get as far as money could buy it.

She had never had a decent conversation with her mum, because everytime she tries her mum's reply is always the same, "let's do this another time" and that another time never came.
Her dad was worse, she rarely saw Him.

But, all of that would end today, yeah she was going to take her own life, though she tried consoling herself, by giving herself hope, that everything will be fine but nothing changed .....Never.

.....Flash back.....

"Why are you bleeding from your back? Did you seat on a nail?". Alex teased which made everyone in class laugh.

It was a Thursday, at school when Tania realized she was stained, the shock on her face was everything, as she kept muttering to herself "What is happening to my body" , why I'm i bleeding.

That was when the class bully noticed the stain and teased her about it in front of the whole class, it didn't stop there they nicknamed her "Madam red pants". And this hurt Tania so bad.

Even some teachers joined in calling her Madam red pants, while some insulted her that at her age she couldn't take care of herself properly.

One of the teachers had order Tania to pull her stained skirt and hold it up high, parading her from class to class and saying hurtful words.

............

Tears began to roll down her eyes as she remembered the incident that took place in school today, though she had always been a victim of bullying, but this one happened too sudden, she didn't expect it, and it hurt her so bad.

Oh! And did I mention Tania was just Twelve.

There was only one thing that she believed could take the pain away, which is ...'C'...

..........

....And that was how Tania lost her life, through **suicide**

After the incident, her parents came across her diaries and blamed their selves, though it was too late while the school brought their heads low and regretted their actions, activities were suspended in the school and parents began to pull out their kids.

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Mini Advice -

People are different, the way they
Thinking and share opinion.


Your mental health matters
So do your words.


Don't say negative things to
People, knowing fully well
That it hurts. Remember kaRma


Stop been toxic and stay away
From people or things that will
Affect your mental health.


Do things that make you happy
Even when you fail, stop pleasing
People, because they can't be
Satisfied.


.... Please speak out if you feel
The urge too, no one is perfect,
But you'll be fine.


Be safe and be good, remember
If you're 'no more' the world will
Still go on.


......sui'C'ide isn't the answer, it passes the pain to someone else...

Its quite unfortunate. Suicide haa become bizarrely common these days.

And you know the funny thing? Its the way society easily forgets the dead...

Thank you Spiritualonyx for raising awareness.