I have reached a stage where I think help cannot come. I have struggled to get back on track. I have been so indebted that I cannot even sleep. My take home can't even pay my debts and am in a circle. I tried getting a higher paying job but no way.

I now cry myself every night over how I became a man of yesterday. I look at my kids and my wife, my siblings and my parents and I feel sad how they will feel when I end it.

I dread seeing a new day and even drinking alcohol no longer help to give me a temporary happiness. I wish to end it and have peace since I cant get out of this deep hole. Life has been so hard and unfair.

I feel so sad....

Dont give up. Things will get better. Believe in yourself , work harder and dont dwell on the past. There will be light at the end of the tunnel.

Don't do it
I faced and still facing some great shit..... but it's never worth giving up.... regardless....you have a beautiful life ahead of you trust me....just survive everyday one at a time...eat anything you see...just keep moving... that's how I'm also pulling through....go for counseling....get a true church or worship center of your choice.... believe it...it will give you succur.thanks

If u end it,u will be in the grave and see how bad ur actions may have hurt the entire family.

A guy who was very rich in my community came home one day and committed suicide,what happened because he ventured into an oil business that failed.

Today,hs family became poorer as a result of that singular mistake,in fact,his mum is practically wretched that I know.

They now engage in farming for people just to survive and this was a guy who was a major cement distributor in Nigeria.

My advice is:
Don't ever try killing yourself,because if u do,u will also cry in ur grave...just think about this.

Live for ur family,there is a reason for that. If u die today,people will mess with family because of ur absence.

Greatest100:
Dont give up. Things will get better. Believe in yourself , work harder and dont dwell on the past. There will be light at the end of the tunnel.

Thank you

ibechris:
If u end it,u will be in the grave and see how bad ur actions may have hurt the entire family.

A guy who was very rich in my community came home one day and committed suicide,what happened because he ventured into an oil business that failed.

Today,hs family became poorer as a result of that singular mistake,in fact,his mum is practically wretched that I know.

They now engage in farming for people just to survive and this was a guy who was a major cement distributor in Nigeria.

My advice is:
Don't ever try killing yourself,because if u do,u will also cry in ur grave...just think about this.

Live for ur family,there is a reason for that. If u die today,people will mess with family because of ur absence.

That is deep

kingssmith:
Don't do it
I faced and still facing some great shit..... but it's never worth giving up.... regardless....you have a beautiful life ahead of you trust me....just survive everyday one at a time...eat anything you see...just keep moving... that's how I'm also pulling through....go for counseling....get a true church or worship center of your choice.... believe it...it will give you succur.thanks

Thanks