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redeff06:
QUESTION

Please what have I done to deserve this
Who am I?
Who gave birth to me?
What's my mission on earth?
Why do you want to kill me??
Why am I born different from every other humans??
These are some of the questions I need answers to..... thanks
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If you have been aware of your symptoms since 2017, why have you not sought treatment from a mental hospital since then? Or am I reading this wrong?

apstpaulg pls help

redeff06:
My name is (Anonymous) . According to what I was told, I should be 37 years old by now. Since my childhood days, I have never lived a mentally healthy life, it has been one spiritual problem to the other.

By 2017, I started noticing strange phenomenon about my life. I started noticing symptoms of schizophrenia about my life (thought broadcast). By 2018, I moved to Lagos as an attempt of tackling the problem through changing of environment. After working for almost one year in Lagos state as a private school teacher where I was being psychologically, and verbally assaulted, I was physically set up and beaten up without doing nothing. While I was being physically attacked, the assailants used palm tree branch to repeatedly hit my head several times till when I almost died before they now left me.

After that attack, I was again beaten up by one co-tenant in the house I rented. During the feud, it was still the same head they were releasing the blow on.

After these two major attacks, When I was moving from Lagos to Auchi, I developed chronic symptoms of schizophrenia on the way coming. I began hearing voices, having extra-sensory communication with my subconscious mind, having thoughts disturbances and all sorts of hallucinations. All this began at late 2019.

Ever since 2019 till date, I have been suffering through this illness. It has made me feel as if I am dead while still alive.

SUPPOSED ROOT AND CAUSED

Back then in my childhood days, I used to have the feeling of being discriminated against supposed other siblings in the house. When hallucinations started, I used to hear voices and see the images of the supposed family members inflicting attacks on me, even, up till this time I am typing this. Now, they are threatening me with death. I used to hear them talking to my head that I am going die. Since then, I have been having bad dreams and strange and scary feelings. As at now as I am typing, I am living in fear of them.

ROOT CAUSE
I used to think that it's due to a universal curse placed on me. I used to think that the 8 billion people on earth are psychologically against me

QUESTION

Please what have I done to deserve this
Who am I?
Who gave birth to me?
What's my mission on earth?
Why do you want to kill me??
Why am I born different from every other humans??


These are some of the questions I need answers to..... thanks

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woginid967:
... pls help

. Is he is psychiatrist that you would consider him of use to OP?

Kobojunkie:
. Is he is psychiatrist that you would consider him of use to OP?

How are you?

wis3:
How are you?

Still here!

Kobojunkie:
Still here!

I thought it's due to a sin of incest I committed during my younger years......

redeff06:
■ I thought it's due to a sin of incest I committed during my younger years......

Why in the world would schizophrenia result from incest? Please run go make an appointment with a professional mental health therapist or psychiatrist and start improving your quality of life abeg!