there is an excitement I get while making money. One time on social media I saw a post where people were asked to say what they do that makes them happy. Someone in the comment said, his answer is Making money. I was like.....hmm so making money can make someone happy asinn the sweetest thing that makes him happy.

I just realized that the guy is correct.

The kind of joy and eagerness to keep seeing my money increase is really something else...I can't really explain...I always look forward to seeing that money increase and if it does increase, it's as if I am taking something like cocaine, Igbo , drinks etc...that makes one high....thats the kind of feeling I get, knowing that I am gradually getting to become who I want to be..."bastardly" rich. it gives me a kind of excitement that I can't understand. Sometimes I feel like rewinding the night fast for a new day to come and even feel like rewinding the months to make them move faster than they move.

Above all these, I always keep all this excitement in check by trying to turn this money joy into doing Godly things that makes me closer to God...this hunger for God superspeeds the excitement I get from making money. Knowing God more these days is something that really makes me happy. At night, when the excitement of money making comes in and makes me not been able to sleep, I use such time to get closer to God and balance everything.

Truly, there is joy in making money but there is more joy in becoming God's friend.