Cloud of Witnesses
"God has given us models for every aspect of life in his word. Look around and see godly men, too. I’ve gotten tons of advice that I need to toughen up to be a dad and husband. Deep voice, active, firm and lively wife. I started imagining how horrible I would be. My wife will take charge against God's rule of man being the head. Panic. I’m reading a book on courtship that describes God's role for the man. I’m trying to see how I fit in. Despair. Failure looms..."
https://oduoguvictor./2023/05/28/cloud-of-witnesses/