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Michael, Gabriel, Uriel, Raphael, Chamuel, Japheal and Raguel knelt as they felt the presence of the Spirit. And there was peace in their hearts. Then Gabriel, loved of the Father spoke amongst the seven. Oh Spirit of splendor; meaning of life. How do we conquer the strength of leviathan; how do we defeat the wisdom of Lucifer. For the ways of the fallen are strange to us. There is no honor in battle; no mercy in defeat. Then Elohim the Spirit looked upon them with love. Hear me; you who are filled with zeal for your maker. Your lives will forever be entwined with the chosen world and the chosen race to come. And you Michael will go forth into many battles against the fallen leading the elect of heaven; and you shall drive them from the heavens, for pride comes before a fall and a kingdom divided against itself cannot stand. And Michael knew what he must do.

Michael went forth to the gathering of the fallen and called to them “I would have word with your king” then the fallen gave shouts of victory and Lucifer rose from the chosen world thinking Michael came with terms of surrender. As Lucifer approached with all his splendor Michael called to the fallen “was your battle won by beauty? or are the fallen so foolish to choose beauty over strength? Then Lucifer perceived Michaels’ intent and cast dark matter towards him but Michael protected himself with the force of one and left for the abode of the elect.

Then there was dissension in the camp of the fallen, for leviathan heard the words and deemed himself worthy of the throne but Lucifer thought otherwise. Thus leviathan took his angels and left the camp of the fallen; and during the age of man he was known by many names Neptune, Poseidon, the great sea serpent, and many woes did he visit upon the sons of men. And in the chaos that was among the fallen the elect attacked and the fallen fled from the onslaught. Then the archangels focused their energy on leviathan and he fled to the outer darkness.

Now in the heat of battle Lucifer showed not courage but cowardice and fled from the chosen world. Thinking to himself “I will return to my former dwellings” but Michael gave chase. As Lucifer approached the dwellings of high order cherubim he beheld Elohim the Son and fear gripped his heart so he turned on Michael and prepared for battle. And a great dance of death took place and Lucifer was cast forth and fell like lighting towards the chosen world.

Then Abaddon seeing all was lost called the fallen to destroy the chosen world and thereby pierce the Sons heart for he knew how well the Son prepared for the coming of the chosen. Then the earth was destroyed in the battle and the galaxy was plunged into darkness and the elect left the galaxy knowing the fallen were forever confined to the outer darkness and the universe was safe.

Then the council of one spoke. The Father chose an elect among the children to come and gave them as a gift to the Son. The Son chose to reveal the Father to man and bring him glory and the Spirit chose to dwell within them carrying the Fathers presence to the ends of the universe.

Then the council of one spoke. The Father chose to offer his Son as a gift for redemption. The Son chose to redeem with his blood because of the joy of a great family that would be his and the Spirit chose to make them holy living temples for all creation to see. And the Spirit of God moved upon the formless mass the earth had become; and God said “let there be light”
                                                              The end
And God saw the light was good. (Genesis chap. 1vs 1-3)
                                                              The beginning

                  Aslan333

No matter what happens
No matter how my dreams are shattered
No matter how I am bruised and battered
The sun will still rise tomorrow

No matter the measure of grief
No matter the pain no matter how deep
No matter the nightmares in my sleep
The sun will still rise tomorrow

No matter the gallons of tears
No matter my anxiety and my fears
No matter if nobody cares
The sun will still rise tomorrow

In rising it always brings hope
For that is my high after every low
Trusting God to make things better
Just as he makes the sun rise every tomorrow
Aslan333

Putting pen to paper seems harder now.  Weaving a tapestry of words while I wear a frown. Give me a reason to smile, give me courage give me hope. Give me a reason to laugh give me strength help me cope. The pressure is starting to get to me and I wonder who sees the crumbling walls. Who stretches out a helping hand? Who will standby lest I fall.

I write to remember, I write so you won’t forget. I write to show I will conquer. I write to live beyond death. Yet I am tempted to drop my pen, my one true friend.Oh Nigeria when will you leave the pages of documents and enter the minds of your inhabitants? When will man say he is Nigerian before telling us his tribe? When will the velvet revolution begin?

I sit at my desk listening to Tracy Chapman’s “matters of the heart” album and I too dream of a world. I get lost in the rhythm, I am carried away by the words. It is getting harder to write, words desert me.
                                                                                 Aslan333

@nabulea ?

hi cinorita i've sent u a mail

Hi daprof I'll send you a mail

In swift flight and through hidden paths Asmodeus approached the fading beauty of the chosen world. With trouble in his heart he approached Lucifer with tidings of war. Lucifer sneered as Asmodeus proclaimed “they come with the zealot Michael” and Lucifer replied we have the might of Leviathan; for as Lucifer had fallen because of pride in his beauty so had Leviathan fallen because of pride in his strength. A mighty principality was Leviathan. A great champion during the games and one it seemed none could conquer in battle.

Then a loud call was given and the hosts of fallen gathered to the chosen world. And as the seven archangels of the elect approached; Uriel left for the oppressed worlds; for the deeds of Abaddon had grieved his heart and he deemed himself protector of its inhabitants. Then Michael bade him god speed and victory in battle as he stood with the elect facing the might of the fallen.

Then Leviathan put on a form of great terror and went forth into battle and many of the elect fell to his strength as leviathan plunged them into the death-sleep. And the battle was fierce as the sons of Elohim drew energy from the stars to harm one another, and the galaxy was plunged into darkness. Thus Michael saw that only little lights remained in the galaxy of the chosen world and he called to the elect to withdraw from battle. And the elect carried many who had been cast into the death-seep to a place of safety where they tended their wounds. And the fallen gave shouts of glee as Lucifer savored his victory.

Then Uriel approached abaddon and took upon himself a form of light and many of the fallen saw him as a shooting star; but abaddon knew it was Uriel and went forth into battle but he was not strong enough and fell to uriels might. Then abaddons angels heard of the victory of the fallen and rescued abaddon from uriels might, carrying him to the galaxy of the chosen world. And Uriel and his angels gave chase and came upon the great battle. There Uriel saw the host of elect that had fallen into death-sleep and the great darkness that covered the galaxy of the chosen world and grief filled his heart. He called to Michael and the other archangels and asked if they sought word from Elohim the Spirit before battle? Then Michael in his haste to do battle realized his error. Then Uriel spoke amongst the seven “would you underestimate the wisdom of Lucifer so great a being? Would you forget the strength of Leviathan mightiest of foes? Even I who would do battle with Abaddon sought word from the Spirit. Come let us seek counsel from the Spirit and go once again to battle.

Those were dark days indeed. For many wondered at the silence of the Father; why he didn’t crush the rebellion and answer Lucifer’s defiance. But with time those who are now called the elect came to a deeper understanding of themselves, for when tempted they would reply “what is the worship of a thousand beings if it costs the Fathers smile ?what is the beauty of a thousand worlds without the Sons mirth ?and how lonely a throne would be without the Spirits presence. Thus creation was divided into two parts, the elect who loved the giver of gifts and the fallen who loved the gifts.

But while most of creation stood fast against the temptations of Lucifer and ignored his summons there were those among the elect who burned with righteous anger against the fallen. They held meetings and approached the abode of glory seeking audience with the Son, desiring to know the will of the Father. Among those who came were many archangels some who are known by name. Michael, Uriel, Raphael, Peliel; and as they approached the throne the silence of the Father was broken for the Son spoke. Hear me, the time of testing is over for the fallen have hardened their hearts against my Spirit and chosen apostasy, they have abandoned they path I laid before them and brought chaos into my kingdom therefore you shall cast them out of the sanctuaries they have defiled and remove the evil from my dwelling place.

And as he spoke word came from distant worlds and a great cry of anguish rose before the Fathers throne for Abaddon and his angels had unleashed terror upon the lower orders, all who refused his allegiance. Then Michael rose among the seven with a loud battle cry and his angels knew it was the cry of war

In the time of celebration; during the galaxy games the one who is now known as Abaddon observed the pleasures in the universe and remembered the words of Lucifer for he too desired worship; but he kept secret his desires because he possessed great authority. Then thoughts formed in his heart and he sent word for Lucifer because he knew Lucifer possessed great wisdom and secret meetings were held and many kings were called. Still many rejected the summons for they remembered the Fathers grief.

Then in the gathering of many Lucifer spoke again. We can subject the lower orders to our rule. We can shut all out from the glory of the Elohim , then ours will shine. For if we can not conquer the Elohim by power, we can rule by deceit. Then he spoke to the watchers, guardians of the chosen world. Why must you guard a world not your own? Why must you prepare for the coming of the unknown? And many watchers argued amongst each other for secret desire had grown in their hearts and Lucifer fanned the flames. And those who followed Lucifer in later days came to be known as the zophim (fallen watchers).

And there was open rebellion in the heavens; Lucifer called to many of the lower orders, speaking of the chosen world and all its beauties and the beauty of their worlds lost its appeal and they all followed Lucifer to the chosen world, that which is now called earth, cherubs and seraphs, archangels and watchers. Yet some were reluctant to follow for the Elohim had forbidden the firstborn to dwell on the earth, this he had prepared for the unknown. And Lucifer called to them. What will do Elohim do? Does he not love us? Will he not plead? And if by grief we can topple him from his throne then so bet it. Then many were gathered to the earth great in strength and splendor. But they erred for they had never seen the Elohims anger; they had never felt his wrath. For in the beginning there was no sin and no need for such. And Lucifer placed his throne in Eden, the garden of God with Abaddon by his side.
                                                                                                                   Aslan333

THE THIRD AGE
In the beginning there was the council of one; he who existed as a triune relationship of love.  He spoke and worlds came into being. He created the firstborn as expressions of his love. And many gifts did he bestow upon them. With the creation of the firstborn the Elohim also brought forth many wonders and diverse beings, many who came to be known to the firstborn as the lower order. Thus did the universe come into being and the first age begin.  The Elohim gave the firstborn authority and governance of the universe and for each ones work a power was bestowed upon him. Thus were the firstborn scattered in the universe, reporting their stewardship from time to time to the Elohim. The lower orders came to know them as angels’, sons of the Elohim. And there was peace in the universe.

Yet not all the sons of Elohim dwelt abroad for it was given to some to dwell with  him; and great power and wisdom was bestowed upon them, for theirs was a special honor, and many honored them for they beheld the face of the Elohim and dwelt in his presence. They came to be known as the glorious ones; and chief in beauty amongst them was Lucifer, the guardian cherub. Many gifts were given to him and the stones of fire were made known to him. As Lucifer went forth many spoke of his splendor and praised the Elohim for such wonder.

Thus with time Lucifer grew with pride and spoke more of his splendor. And would rather the worlds spoke of his beauty and not of the Elohim. But the Spirit of the Elohims glory filled the uniElohim'snd many spoke little of Lucifer’s splendor when they felt the Spirits presence. Then latent envy grew in Lucifer’s heart. And when Eohim the Son went forth, LucifeElohimched as the lower orders worshipped and his brothers bowed in adoration and he knew none would see his splendor as long as they could behold the Son, he knew none would see his beauty as long as they could behold the Spirits glory. He knew none would come to him as long as they could feel the Fathers love.

Thus thoughts were formed in his heart and he spoke words to his brethren. He spoke to many great in strength how much greater it would seem if the strength of the Elohim wasn’t known. He spoke to those in authority how much more it would seem if they answered to no one. He spoke to the lower orders, asking why they can’t usurp the powers of the firstborn and rule the universe. Yet the Spirit knew the thoughts of Lucifer’s heart and Elohim the Son spoke words of love to him.

Yet Lucifer heart was filled with the glory that could be his and he went forth to the chief princes and the kings of old, to the lower orders and his brethren the sons of Elohim. And even though he felt the Spirits pleadings in his heart he walked abroad planting seeds of deceit until there were murmurs among his brethren, and questions in the council of the glorious ones. And he gathered around him beings of like mind some greater in strength though less in beauty or wisdom. We will rule the universe; he proclaimed and subject the lower orders to our control, for do we not excel in beauty and strength? Do the lower orders not look upon our glory with awe? We are the firstborn of the Elohim and should rule as he. In their error they saw only the Elohims power and became blind to his Elohim'shey saw only his beauty and became blind to his holiness. They saw only his splendor and in so doing corrupted their own. And many meetings were held and the Spirit spoke in the gathering of powers then there were arguments back and forth. And the Spirit was grieved, yet Lucifer was pleased.

Then the Father roared and his children came to him. And creation beheld his majesty. And many shed tears for the grief of the Elohim for they had never seen him sad. And he spoke to his children, words of love. He counseled those who would err. What have I withheld from you? He asked. I have given you the universe yet some would desire my throne. Yet I am Father and you are children and so shall it err be, for there is only one God and err shall be only one. Then many were angered at their brethren because of the grief they saw and many turned back from the seeds planted in their hearts. Then the Son came forth from the Elohim. He called many out and took them to the rivers of life; there he spoke words of love. Lucifer’s heart was filled with hate but he kept his thoughts to himself for he saw that the Fathers love had quelled the uprising and many were angered at him. So he hid the malice in his heart and for a season there was “peace”.
                                                                                                                 Aslan333

today is my birthday, the equinox day
my Lord i thank you, for keeping me safe
although at times i might seem ungrateful
although at times i might seem cold
my Lord i thank you
for ever keeping close

i close my eyes and think back
on days gone by
on how much you have blessed me
unworthy i wonder why
my Lord i thank you
for letting me see today

so if sometimes i do sin
dont be filled with wrath
for you have let me live this long
and for you i sing this simple song
my Lord i thank you,
for always being good

@ J,  i have posted the last story i wrote, as you requested
@ X factor please check your box

It’s great to be the boss. The boss at home and H.O.D in my office. I never have to say sir to anyone because my word is final. I mean right now I am in a city on official business and my wife was very much against it. She was scared because it’s known for religious crisis but I told her am going anyway because really, what does she know?

Its 3p.m and a religious crisis has broken out in the city. I am trying to escape with my driver. As we drive off we see a group of men with machetes at a roadblock. My driver screeches to a halt. Ah oga, e don hapin. What has happened? Ah oga my salary no cover this one he says as he struggles with his seat-belt. You want to abandon your boss? Dem abandon Jesus, who you be? With that he dashes into the bushes; and I immediately follow suite.

As we lay in the bushes I find out I am lying next to a soldier ant colony. I try my best to bear the pain but one foul ant bites me in the wrong place. I let out such a hideous cry that two of the men run for dear life. The rest quickly gather around us. You pots-of-shit their leader bellows, what is your religion? I stand there trembling like a premature piglet, “whatever you want it to be sir”, I reply. YOU BE FOOL he says. Yes sir I reply, it’s an established fact in my village. So you believe what we believe? You have made   me an instant believer sir. After about five minutes of discussion and a few slaps they ask us to run and not look back. As we run I say to myself I will never laugh at Peter for denying Jesus again.

My driver gets me to his sister-in-laws place, a pretty lady in her late twenties and she houses us until the crises is over. Ah oga I no know say you fit talk sir, sir, sir like that o he says. It was a systematic strategy I reply, we are alive aren’t we?

It’s been two months and the memories are still vivid in my mind. I get a call from my drivers’ sister-in-law. She’s in my state visiting a friend so I decide to pay her a visit and another and another until strange thoughts creep into my head. A voice says “be careful, that’s how David got into trouble”. Am no peeping Tom I reply, I can handle it. A week passes and I find out I can’t handle it. I sit thinking about her curves until I finally fix an appointment with her at a hotel for Saturday evening. On Saturday morning I wake up to kiss my wife and find her cooking my favorite dish. All this for me? Yes she replies, your wife always knows. Yes I reply you always know my favorite dishes. I will be off with the guys today and will be back late. Do you really have to, she asks. Yes I reply. Okay just don’t waste my food. After eating her delicious lunch I take a shower and head out for my tryst. Its 4.19p.m

At about 5.30p.m I meet her at the hotel room; she looks so sexy and goes into the bathroom to freshen up. As I sit on the bed in anticipation I feel a rumble in my tummy and know this isn’t mee mee time. As she comes out I rush in and sit on the toilet trying to “release the crakon”. After about three minutes it feels as if my intestines are abandoning ship, with a loud cry I release the demon from my bowels. She knocks on the door in alarm asking if am okay. Fine dear, I reply, I’ll be out in a minute. After flushing five times “thunder sub” refuses to go so I just cover the toilet lid (dear me this isn’t sexy at all). As I come out she says “I would have sworn you were in labor in there”. As a trickle of sweat drops down my brow, I look at her and say “my dear, shit can kill “.

I lie down as she uses tissue to dab my sweat. Thank heavens the toilet was nearby she says. Yes I reply, tummy trouble is no respecter of persons. How do we know it wasn’t tummy trouble that made the prophet Elijah run faster then a horse back then? She gets up to throw the tissue in the toilet and I hear a loud ELELE!!!!!!!!!!(dear me the thing that refused to flush). I know this date is officially over. Fifteen minutes later as I drop her off I say “am sorry about all this, it’s all for the best because I honestly don’t think I could live with myself if we did it. She shrugs her shoulders saying “okay, I can’t imagine cuddling someone who gave birth to what I saw anyway’. My first affair, what a disaster!

It’s Sunday morning and I ask my wife for some multivitamin pills because I still feel a bit weak. Just check my bag she says. As I go through her bag I see some strange pills. I google them and find out they make you practically sit on the toilet, ehhhhhh!!!!!!!! Honey did you em put anything in my food yesterday morning? She looks at me and smiles, like I said when I was cooking dear, your wife always knows.

Boy
She is dead, what shall I do
My love is dead can it be true
The doctors son killed her, the only love of mine
Her father feels its me, oh Lord why?

Father
He is in the house, he shall not escape
I want his head, I cannot wait
He killed my daughter, my only one
Because of him I now have none

Detective
Am I too late, is the boy dead
Touch him not; there is much to be said
He has changed from his criminal ways
Believe he didn't kill your daughter I say

The doctor's son took your jewel
He killed your daughter that evil ghoul
He loved your daughter, it was an obsession
Refusing his love he killed her in an ingenious fashion

Father
Why   had you not come sooner, his death was fast
A thousand curses upon me for killing the boy with a past
I have taken innocent blood because of my position and power
Now my life, all my life has turned sour

Detective
The doctors son shall face the law
And on him our wrath we shall pour
And pray for the lovers who never could wed
That they are together forever now they are dead

Hi W i have sent you a mail, its from lyric962000@yahoo.com

@ x-factor, thanks for your comments I always love constructive criticism. I have been to your blog and would love to have your S/A friends read my words. Concerning the word “naughty” it wasn’t in the original post I think the word I used was too vulgar and so the software/mod replaced it with the word naughty; I saw the same replacement of a few words e.g.  m.o.r.o.n  to not-so-smart in my other thread too. Needless to say it breaks the rhythm of the story I am just happy you noticed. Thanks once again and I hope to hear more from you
@ iice thanks
@afrosaya yes we are everywhere

@ heliumm44
lets hope d  transfer works out, parliament dey miss u

@holusormi. Thanks a lot for your post; you kinda took me by surprise. For some years a circle of friends used to read racham  ( a growing book with about 380 poems and some short stories). A couple of them had to leave for another country and asked me to post excerpts from racham from time to time and I guess that’s how I started.

My short stories are meant to be exactly that “short stories”; not homers odyssey or some never ending tale. My work is a tad bit demanding and I only get to sift through racham (my book) when am on a break. For now all I need for racham to grow is to look into my beloveds eyes, hear my lil niece laugh or watch the beggar in the corner and my pen starts to flirt with paper. I hope you continue to enjoy my write ups and I will post whenever I have a break. Thanks again .Aslan333

Give me strength, give me strength
help me rise like the phoenix
drown the banshees cry
save me from Lilith
and protect me from asmodeus
let Micheal come to my aid
and the stones of fire encompass me
lest the fallen cherub devour me
and the spirits of the nephilim possess me
give me strength give me strength
oh creator give me strength
                                          written during the days of darkness

nice

What does it mean to be Nigerian? Is it the pride of a specific geographical area or belonging to a particular tribe? Is there an ideology that binds us together or just the stubborn desire to not be torn apart? Is there anything that sets the Nigerian apart; anything that makes him unique? Can I readily give ten reasons to be proud without thinking too deep? Life is a collective journey we share together, arguing about how we came to be here and debating on where we are going. This is a new year. A time to reflect and set out with new vigor. We must pray for our nation with all our might while working hard to build our nation with all our strength. Can one man make a difference? Lost in thought I ponder over the choices to be made this year.

This year I choose to smile. To see not only the gutter but a starlit sky. To see not only the hate but the overflow of love that is mine. Not living in ignorance of the evils beneath the sun but struggling to make a difference for my little ones. I pray for strength to remove bitter roots grown deep, learning a better way of warfare and placing my sword in its sheath. For if the religious zealots hate us so, must we hate them too? Is building bridges and mending fences such an impossible thing to do? I must learn to hate the sin and not the sinner, the player and not his pawns.

This year I choose to walk. To soak in the beauty of this earth. To bask in the presence of my loved ones with joy and mirth. To watch the rhythm of the waves as I sit by the sea, to scribble down words as I enjoy the old trees breeze. I will try to renew my friendship with my pen, to take time to bond once again; as I grow into the man I want my son to meet. As I mature into the man I want my son to be. This year I pray the Lord speaks, I pray he speaks……….

“A man who’s planning a divorce sits his 7 year old daughter on his knee
My child what do you want for Christmas
And his daughter replies “love mummy”
And the great fornicator is struck to the heart
Oh Aslan333 I speak every day but you’re too “busy” to listen”

Hmmmmmmmmm a new year it is. New thoughts, new words and answered prayers. A voice so new yet so familiar. Guard me this year through the perils I must face. The enemies without and above all the enemy within
                                                           NEW YEAR SCRIBBLES

Prayer
Through all the days of my life
In all my triumphs and tearful nights
My Lord has remained the same
Through my joys and my pains
Life’s sunshine and life’s rain
His love has never waned
So I get down on my knees and pray

Saying thank you for your kingdom for your blood
Saying thank you for life’s lessons for your love
All earths glories and the heavens up above
Belong to you the one and only God

Give me the strength to never let you down
So you can behold your son and never wear a frown
And on that day I will wear a crown
Please remember that I am only clay
And draw me close for I bear your name
Until the day I see you face to face
I will always get down on my knees and pray

Saying thank you for your kingdom for your blood
Saying thank you for life’s lessons for your love
All earths glories and the heavens up above
Belong to you the one and only God

The monotony of it all. Chasing the wind; searching for meaning. How do I rekindle the flame, renew desire? I walk close to the edge yet no one knows. I flirt with death yet no one sees.  What balm is there for a broken spirit? Who will help this gladiator fallen in life’s arena. Should I pray with no proof that anyone hears? Should I believe based on another mans experiences? Should I be silent when turmoil rages within? Should I smile when it is clear that I am lost? I approach the “men of God”, those who seem to have a hotline to the heavens but they portray a persona so unlike the “man from God” who chose to ride a mule instead of a horse even when the crowds screamed in adoration. Must I feign joy when questions rage within? Must I believe his love and close my eyes to so many unanswered questions. Does the punishment fit the crime, is an eternity in torment just punishment for eighty years of sin? How would we react to a human ruler who tormented his enemies in a cell, yet we so easily accept a loving Father who does so. Does he do so, or do we misunderstand his words, misinterpret his scriptures. Justice means the punishment fits the crime and it is a poor philosophical argument that would make an eternity in torment payment for eighty years of sin.

I wonder what “screwtape letters “are being written over my soul. Will this path I take draw me closer to the heavens or hurl me to the underworld? Yet I must be true to myself because on the last day I will stand alone, no preachers no family no friends. Just I and the Almighty; and my sojourn on earth will determine if that day will be one of a Father scolding his son or a Judge passing judgment. I write these words to remember, I pen my thoughts to document my spiritual growth. Like John the Baptist I am not afraid to ask “are you the one” and like Thomas I would readily admit “my Lord and my God”. Read these words aslan333 and ponder because this is your journey, this is your life.

myne white keep the flag flying

Days turn to months and months to years. Old friends become more precious as the hereafter draws near. I count my blessings, things money cant buy; like the look in my wife's eyes and the smile on my daughters face. Like the sunlight dancing upon a lake and sun rays beaming through my window. To love and know you are loved. I am a man not ashamed to cry. Tears of sorrow, tears of joy. Remembering the birth of a girl and the death of a boy. Memories lay trapped in my heart. Times I chased the wind and was blind to what lay before me. You.

Love conquers all, your love conquered me. You make a castle a home, a chair a throne, a heart of flesh from stone and a smile from one once so alone. Ours is an untold love tale, a never ending story where love never fails. As our bodies merge into one in passionate lovemaking our souls become entwined in a bond of friendship born of love. The offspring of our love grows before our eyes, she has your eyes, my daughter ; a bundle of joy that is mine. As my joy overflows into the pages of my diary I pen my blessings, thanking  God for his precious gifts, thanking him for you. I love you J.

just when you think its the end it happens again
you fall in love with someone
forgetting your heart needs to mend, your knees start to bend
in awe of this new love

shes kindled a flame, life cant be the same, you dance in the rain
when you think of her smile
and sway to a tune no one hears of that someone so dear
who has made you feel so high

but the best of times are when your so close and you can cherish your rose
admiring her beauty
and for that moment in time, to all else your blind
except this unique human being

finally its clear, am not so dear
finally its through, am not meant for you
at night i close my eyes, wondering why
still finally its clear, am not so dear

at night i lay awake, how my heart aches
the love i had to give, has brought me grief
i had seen it in your eyes, all those lies
finally its clear, you were never mine

finally its clear, there's no love here
words that can drown a man in his own tears
at night i close my eyes and say a prayer
in quiet sobs i say, to the one who hears

that finally its clear, am not so dear
my heart is filled with grief, i cannot bear
dear Lord send me a girl who will draw me near
so it will finally be clear, i am so dear

@igbo boy tanks alot
@dumodust   - crazy ? yeah d doctors at shutter island told me the same thing but wat do they know
@hadewunmee- tanks pal, nice to hear you enjoyed them

thanks goodie-yar

writers block oh writers block

I followed my heart, just like you said i should
And the light in the dark, called out my name, just like you said he would
through the tears and the pain, i knew he understood
because i followed my heart, just like you said i should

i reached for a star, a gem so rare and true
and she gave me her heart, what a beautiful start, never thought it could be this good
in the light of her smile, i knew she understood
because she gave me her heart, just like you said she would

i studied your word, just like you said i should
and heard you whisper my name, while turning a page, a fell in love with you that day
and through the words in the BOOK, i finally understood
because i studied your word, just like you said i should

thanks helium44