my heart really goes out to you especially after learning the fact that you come from a Muslim background. I think you need to join an online church just like someone has advised. You also need to search scriptures verses that guarantee your deliverance confess and pray with this verses daily. Make sure you have a personal relationship with God and don't just see God as someone you can just get miracles from then go on with your life. listen to messages as well I have some messages on deliverance that I can highly recommend for you. When you are listening to this messages, listen to them as if you are there in person believe me when I tell you, these sermons are anointed sermons and they can have a real effects on you I'm a living witness. you can chat me up on WhatsApp with this number 08169822234. I also wish to pray with you
less I forget, the name of the preacher of this sermons is Apostle Joshua Selman.