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Not to give out your heart cheaply

It's okay

Jasen1:
Na man be this abi na secondary school boy?

Oga shift one side jare

Guy, I just said my deepest pain and this is all you can say. I've been crying over this since. I've never loved anyone like I did to her. She was my first love. I guess maybe karma is fucking with me though

Exactly 4:13pm on the 27th November, Funmilola broke all the promises she made to me while she was in Akure. I was so furious and confused. I acted stupidly cause I was really mad for what happened especially getting to know from Biodun that she was the one that initially asked for it. That night, I realised what I did was really wrong and ever since then I've been pleading for Funmi's forgiveness but she was just done with me. Every time, she has always been so mean to me. She doesn't wanna hear me out. She doesn't want to see. She doesn't even want to settle all the dispute she caused but she claims I caused it.
She has moved on over me. She went to visit her new boyfriend while I'm here wallowing in tears of heart break. Moving on was so easy for her cause she never really care for what I feel. She just used and dumped me when she noticed I can't be of help to her anylonger. She's in the arm of another guy probably doing intimate stuffs and also very happy but I'm here crying my eyes out throughout the night. I couldn't eat since morning cause I was just to obsessed with her. I thought what we had in Akure means a lot to her not knowing I'm just like someone you just catch fun with for the main time knowing fully well that you're just playing him.
This is the first time in my life I have my self to love. I've been a player all through my life. The most important part that hurt me down is that I left my previous sweet relationship for Funmi thinking she's the right person for me.
I thought I made a mark on you not knowing it just part of your tactics. When I realised that most of your family member knows me, I thought I've found a wife not longer they just know me to be the guy that you bleeped just to get your grades out of school. I wish I had listened to what all my friends and every what her friends told me but I was too blind in love to see what is coming for you. I curse the day I met you. I curse the day you said yes to date me 6th April, 2019.
I promise not to ever in my life again trust my life to any lady again. I'm very sure you Funmilola will surely regret everything you did to me in time. I believe you will never find joy in any of your relationship because you've scatter my heart.
Thank you