thanks to everyone who has encouraged me. the almighty GOD will bless all of you. I am healed in JESUS name. amen.

ThiefOfHearts:

You are just rambling rubbish. Kind words were only given by others because you decided to keep the real truth out of your first posts, hmm I wonder why?

How about you put yourself in HER shoes? Would you want her to keep such a thing from you? Again God will not forgive you until you receive her forgiveness and the only way that will happen if you stop being so greedy and actually tell her the truth.

Until then I still stand by the fact that you;re a gross hypocrite who is only thinking of himself hence your comment "do you think telling her will help ME", who says this is about you anymore? This is about you and another person. Keep making excuses, I'm sure eventually someone will fall for them.

I don't need to reply u henceforth ThiefOfHearts. And I wonder why ur signature is saying something different from what u are saying. Do have a nice day

thanks stella. will try and call u.

ivgotfleas:

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Unless you have as much money as Magic Johnson, or unless they come out with some miracle cure soon, you'll be dead in the next 10 years. Sorry, you should have made better decisions in your life before this point.

Thanks for ur reply but want to ask u one question. Are u a christian? Do u think that's what Jesus would have said if His opinion was requested? I dont think so. Can u remember the story of the adulterous woman? What was His response? I think at this point what matters to me is HOW HE SEES ME. And yes u are right, I would have made better decisions in life b4 now (I have said dat b4) but no u are wrong, I would not die in the next 10 years. I dont have to believe ur report, for all I care, the other  guy may just be using u to kill my faith. Sorry to disappoint u though.

ThiefOfHearts:

Should have known. You had all these people dash out kind words for a snake like yourself. In your first comment you mentioned how you and your girl have been together and you've both kept yourselves yada yada and now you are saying another thing.

You are disgusting. The only person that deserves pity and prayers is that poor unsuspecting girl that is trapped as your "finacee". Isnt she NOT allowed the option to choose whether to forgive and stay with you while you get "healed" or to just leave you for disrespecting their relationship?You didnt even have the sense to protect yourself while in the process. Olorun mu e. Now,  you are trying to keep her trapped by keeping your viscious lie from her? I'm sure this God you keep calling is proud of your decision. Arent you supposed to ask forgiveness from those you offended before you go on and ask Him for forgiveness?
How about you actually do something decent for once and actually tell her the truth and let her pick what she wants to do? Or do you expect to keep her off forever with excuses while you get your "healing". olojukokoro oshi.

As for ThiefofHearts, what would u do if u were in my shoes? I've come to discover that people are too quick to judge or profer solutions when they are not being affected but will do the opposite of what they have adviced if they were to find themselves in that same position. Let me make some things clear at this point:

I never asked for anyone to dish out kind words to me or feel any pity for me or did u see any where I wrote dat? All I asked for were prayers and advice. That and even more, I have gotten from so many nice people.

And secondly, who are u to judge me when I have prayed for forgiveness from God and He has heard me. U said I should report my vicious lies to my fiancee, right? I bet u want me to just walk up to her and scream (with my hands in the air) I HAVE HIV!!! Sometimes I wonder if some persons hearts are made of rocks. I'm not saying that keeping her in the dark is right, no, I believe she has the right to know and decide. But for God's sake put urself in my shoes and think. Do u think telling her will help me? Did u read my last reply at all?Pls try and have a heart ThiefofHearts (ur own)

I am really touched and encouraged by most of the posts gotten. I want to thank every one of u. Some asked some questions about how I got it and if I'm going to let my fiancee know about it.

Well to be honest to u guys- I've not been faithful to her. i.e I had sex outside my relationship. If u criticize me now, I would not blame u. It wasn't the devil's handwork, I did it with my eyes open and with caution from God. Sometimes I think I'm being paid for not listening to and obeying God but He has assured me dat He has forgiven me and that is history.

I still feel hurt for betraying my fiancee. Yes, I've not had sex with her since I met her and she has also kept to herself all along. She is simply my star! I love her and cant allow her to find out now. I believe I will tell her after my healing (don't laugh. I really do believe I'll get healed) I feel she will leave me if I tell her (not dat I dont deserve dat) and dat will be a big blow to me.Scared if I can recover from such a blow.

I want to sincerely thank you guys dat have encouraged me. I cant start mentioning names but will definately tell God about my friends dat see and accept me the way He does. Keep on praying for me. I'm hoping to have a get-together wit u guys wen I'm confirmed HEALED! I hope the guys abroad will fly in Would love dat.

U guys have made me really happy. Thanks

mamaput:

I Too know people that have it.
I too know people that have died of it.I am surprised that a lab technician Christian or not will get in private contact with people that come to her.
I too have done tests and i know how it works.

I dont really understand what u mean mamaput. R u saying what the technician did was wrong?

To go outside her professionalism and render help to someone who needs it?

She confessed that she hasnt done dis to any other person b4 and dat God knows why.

She sends text messages, calls me everyday and prays for me.

I really dont understand wat u meant by ur statement. I hope to get clarifications. Thanks

I thank all of u who ve written. It encouraging to see people love and care for those they have not seen. And to them who think I'm too composed to be HIV +, I say a big AMEN. Where u expecting me to behave like u? Scared, shaking, confused and down? I was all these but discovered that there is hope. Thank God the technician that tested me is a christian and for now she is the only one that knows. She sends me text messages every day to encourage me and I'm so grateful to her.

For those who wants to know how I got it, of wat benefit will it be to u?

It can be so discouraging seeing people talk like this. I wonder wat u would ve done if u saw me on ground.

Nella,what more can I say than thank you? I got all what u said and really appreciate ur contribution. As u already know I'm a christian and know my right in Christ. I cant see myself running to a man or church all because they said God is there to heal. I know He is every where and believe He can reach me anywhere- that's the most important thing!

So don't worry about that.The only pple I've shared it with so far are u guys at Nairaland and really thank God for such a forum where I can express myself and speak my mind (it sure does take alot of pressure from me).I'm alot more happier than the day I heard the news and never really heard the drums of death after that day. My mind is really at rest and do believe all is well.

Thank you dear Nella!

Thanks Backslider, I'm not hypothetical in my submission. I really and truly love God, just that this stuff happened in one of my "falling short of His glory". Thanks for ur encouragement. Its noted. Pls continue to pray for me. Cheers.

Thanks Mandi for ur advice. Having sex wit my fiancee is not what is on my mind right now.I've not told her but was so happy when I discovered last week dat she is HIV-. My joy knew no bound and was grateful to God for protecting her.

Many thanks also to fatliar for ur advice and encouragement (I hope they werent lies ) I believe in God and His healing power. Maybe this tin happened to draw me closer to Him. Thanks for ur support and do solicit for all ur prayers. I believe God will heal me (if He hasnt done dat already). Cheers

Thanks Tayo. I'm a christian and do believe in the healing power of Jesus. Though it has not been easy because satan tends to whisper to me every time reminding me that HIV is incurable and dat pple will soon start running away from me once they find out. But I still hold on to God's Word and pray everytime- dats simply the best I can do.

Please join me in presenting my heart desire to the Father. I believe my healing is on the way (if not alraedy here). Thanks once again.

I did HIV test recently and the result came out to be positive. It was sent to Yaba for a confirmatory test but the result remained the same. When I was told, the whole world stopped and I could only hear my heart beat and the beats of the drums of death. I couldn't believe it. I'm less than 27, vibrant and handsome and has the most beautiful girl as fiancee. The only thing that makes me happy is the fact that both of us have never had sex, this calmed me a little but was still confused about what to do.

The only viable option that came my way was GOD! Believe it or not, He can do all things. You may be quick to condemn me by asking "is it now u know God exists?" I don't blame u,because u are right. I've not been totally clean and honest to God and my fiancee but I've chosen to renew my relationship wit Him. Its not been easy u know, but I have the faith that He will heal me.

A word of advice to all: don't play with your life! Abstainence is the best. Dont think u are safe by doing it just once or with just one person, that may just be the one that will get u "hooked and cooked" At this time I need your support and prayers to win this battle. I hope to share my healing with this forum when God does the miracle. Thanks.

As i said b4, i havent been too clean and honest to God and my fiancee. I'm not so sure but i blv it was the affair I had.

I did HIV test recently and the result came out to be positive. It was sent to Yaba for a confirmatory test but the result remained the same. When I was told, the whole world stopped and I could only hear my heart beat and the beats of the drums of death. I couldn't believe it. I'm less than 27, vibrant and handsome and has the most beautiful girl as fiancee. The only thing that makes me happy is the fact that both of us have never had sex, this calmed me a little but was still confused about wat to do.

The only viable option that came my way was GOD! Believe it or not, He can do all things. You may be quick to condemn me by asking "is it now u know God exists?" I dont blame u,because u are right. I've not been totally clean and honest to God and my fiancee but I've chosen to renew my relationship wit Him. Its not been easy u know, but I have the faith that He will heal me.

A word of advice to all: dont play with ur life! Abstainence is the best. Dont tink u are safe by doing it just once or with just one person, that may just be the one that will get u "hooked and cooked" At this time I need ur support and prayers to win this battle. I hope to share my healing with this forum when God does the miracle. Thanks.

10x for the info. Its good to know that pple like u still care. I'm new to the forum and impressed with some guys already. 10x once again and take care of u. God bless.