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once again thax for all ur advices n comments, i only tot this kind of thing happen in movies.

Guys, I thank u all for ur numerous advices and comments. I will like to say here that her mum was not the one that asked us to terminate the pregnancy. We both decided to do that. Again, we had talked about why she did that but the only respond was that, devil work and all that and it will never happen again, I wish I could just end the relationship but I still truly love her.  I just hope I wont regret this later in future if I decided to carry on.

I thought I knew the meaning of LOVE until recently, Love is wicked, love is deceitful, love is betrayal, love is foolish, love is stupid, the list is endless, guys u might be wondering why i choose to define love in dat way, well I used to know love as Kind, gently, honest, sincere, beautiful, 

I am dating a girl for Four years now and it has been a very lovely relationship. She is the girl of my dream, the first time we met , I told her I was going to marry her dat was way back then when I was at the school. I was in my final year and she was in 100 level. I has been the supportive and the caring type and has always been there. I had nothing but she was still with me.

As I write this my heart is still full of pains. I am presently working n doing fine. I do care for her, in fact, we are already taking about getting marry. So you see, she is not just my girlfriend but my FIANCEE. Last three weeks she told me that she will be going to her uncle's place for the weekend. My mind did not go down well so I told her no, but she eventually went. I was callling her but the she talked you will know something fishing is going on. So on Sunday i called her that I will be coming over to her uncle place, she told me that she is not there that she is in other house. I knew something was wrong, I could have that day but I had to go to office for an important work. Could believe that My fiancee told me that her battery is down and she off her phone when it was 10pm  i called her throughout the night but the phone was off . I could not sleep. Meanwhile she was already one and half month pregnant for me since her mother will not allow her to get marry with the pregnancy, we decided to terminate it. she came back on Monday to my house so dat she from there go to work.

That morning we went to the place we would terminate the pregnancy, her phone rang but the doctor was already to carry out the termination so i collect the phone from her but u put of some form of Resistance, in the process the call cut. I however collected it from her. so, i called the number and the first I heard was " BABY HOW ARE U". cut the phone and few mins later the guy sent a text saying " I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR COMING OVER FOR THE WEEKEND,  When I saw this heart was boiling, so I sent a text to the guy that wat was it that he enjoy, the guy sent a text back saying "I ENJOY THE FOOD YOU COOK THE THINGS YOU BROUGHT AND THE X.   Imeediately I saw this I was running temperature my heart starting beating faster and faster tear started falling down my eyes. This is someone that I wanted to marry, that I love with every beat of my heart, could be sleeping with another man wit my baby inside of her(after dis I wasn't even sure I was the owner of the baby) I cried and cried and cried i had to call my office that I can come that I was sick. When this happened I did not eat for three days, this is real because I wasn't just hungry. A lot of questions was running through my mind. When we got home she was crying, she told me she met the guy two month ago and all dat,  Could you believe that I called the guy, we talked and he said he dis not know that we have gone that far. He said they just met.

The issue now is that I still love her and I dont know what to do . She begged me said it will never happen again and that she does not want to loose me. I have forgiven her, honestly I have but I can't seem to forget easily even as much as I tried because a lot of questions keep coming.

The reason why am writing this on nairaland is that I can not tell anybody not even my best friends.