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I'm too soft hearted it's one of my regrets.....I have trust issues everyone I've met in life has betrayed me in one way or other......I don't like associating my self with people, there's this girl I met we exchanged contacts after few days I noticed she's into me ....she likes chatting me every time, tells me I love you, I miss you, you're special to me,shes happy with me,she calls me ,10-16 times every day. she uses the word us, she said we deserves each other, she told me she loves me countless times, she sends me I misss you texts...I don't know why she developed such feelings for me, even when I made it clear I don't want to be in a relationship, I want to ratify and better my life she's still crazy about me every time I love you , us this,how do I tell her to find someone else in a way that she won't be hurt .... we are very close I don't want to be in a relationship now, though it's been 2years my ex left me for a rich guy....every time I try moving on I'll get stabbed,lied to, used or my trust will be broken...I have trust issues eats me alot, people are wicked, I just feel people only use me achieve their aim and leave me....I helped my ex to the core she left me for another coz of money, I've helped so many people in the past all I got in return is a wound and a bleeding heart......last 2months I helped someone after all the pleading,swearing and begging I talked to my boss only for this guy to change his numb, I found him on FB he's always online texted him,he read my MSG's never replied now I look stupid before my boss and I'm gonna pay for the goods delivered to him......I've seen worse in my life I'm at edge of not believing in God again..on the other hand my siblings father is so rich not like a governor while we are suffering ....I don't have any single friend but people liked me and gets attracted to me, I get talked about everywhere I am. it's like popularity spirit is following me, my story is deep, my life is unstable have been through hell have prayed,fasted nothing happened, I don't care if I die now as nothing really matters to me....