Sister, your desire is a very legitimate one. I pray you find a man who would love you for who you truly are and fulfill your heart's desire. I do hope you also have what it would take to make him happy and proud of you. Put it to God in your prayers, He will answer you. All the best.

Please dear, dont hate your body. Even though i dnt know you but am sure they are so many beautiful, admirable, and attractive things about you and your body. I used to feel the same way in the past until i realised that the people I was wishing to be like were even working hard to be like me, and that was the turning point for me. Today am so happy with my looks and how I am and am sure that the same could, would, should, can will and must apply to you. Just take good care of yourself, eat god food, relax and watch the whole world admire you. Besides, your husband am sure is somewhere waiting for you. Cheers.