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heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllll 2 the power of no, this is not goin 2 happen, no matter how he is 2 me,

i don;t really know where 2 post this, either family or romance, anyways, nine years ago, my mom was called in own hometown that her father was really sick and her attention was needed, the only person she trust me is my uncle, there is something about that guy i don;t really like, he act strange, before my mom left, my uncle came over, she explain the situation back home, and he said, there will be no problem taking care of me, 9'o clock that sunday i told him, i have 2 go to bed, he said he won;t let me unless, i take my shower, i told this fool, i never take a shower, before goin 2 bed before, he said, he doesn;t care, that i just have 2 no matter what, so i decide, so he could get of my case, after takin the shower, this guy said he have 2 dress for me, i told him im ten years old and i can take care of myself, he said he doesn;t care, what i do when my mom is here, but when his here i have 2 do it his way, as he was dressin for me, i notice he was touchin my private part and my breast 2 much, i went 2 my room and lock the door, in the middle of the night i heard something, it was him again, the next thing i know, he was inside of me, i scream, i yelll, but at night in nigeria, nobody will answer u, when he was done, he said if i tell, he will make sure, my head is been takin off, when my mom got back the next day, i put up the courage 2 tell her, i was shock by her answer, he lover her brother more than than she loves me, she said "Baby you are 2 young 2 be thinkin about sex right now",

Now nine years later, (im in usa), im one of the people that always believe in sex before marriage.(i never have sex after that day), but this ass hole as takin my JOY away from me, and i notice that there is no man in the world that could touch me that i won;t freeze up, and when i sleep, i still remember what happen nine years ago, and this man, right now his with his family back, livin happily with his family, but im not, i can;t have a boyfriend, because i don;t want 2 relive the situation again, and im not even over the first one,

as of now, all i want 2 do is pay this man the way he did 2 me, so im lettin u guys decide how