Oh DDeliverer I definitely remembered your post. I laughed then too and even followed it for a number of pages, but as a guest tho.

I'm happy your life is changed. I hope mine changes too. I know this is already on the 16th or 17th page and you may not see it but just in case you do, here's a link to my first post on Instagram, do go through it please!

https://www.nairaland.com/3692424/3rd-mainland-bridge-suicide-doctor

DDeliverer
AntiWailer
Comzy

Yes, I've always held this same postulate loud and clear. From where I stand this moment, suicide is a rather brave choice. For me it's not gonna be just throwing in the towel, no, it's a choice to let myself go so others can start afresh. I can heal and rise again but it will be a rather long and tumultuous process with a long queue of Dependants. I can't do that to them - to make them hope in pain. To thy own self be true, o mortal!

searchng4love:
Suicide is for weaklings​

I read the case of the doctor who committed suicide and I had no reaction to it!

Am I the next?

My name's Emmanuel, and I had to create a new nairaland account for this. Please, read and talk to me.

I am young (mid 20s) and frustrated. I dropped out of school, deliberately to cater for family needs without the approval of my parents, especially my dad who had just lost his job with phcn then. It's been two years now, and looking back, that's my worst decision ever (or maybe second to the suicide attempt that I consider more often now).

I've fought and laboured and toiled but the struggle never ends. I have nothing to show for my life. I've knocked on so many doors and had most of them shut right in my face.

Today, I'll be making a last attempt at survival...and that's going in search of odd jobs at the popular mile 12 market...anything I can find to do, anything.

It's my last attempt, if I succeed, I hope to find my way back to OAU Biochemistry next session to pickup on my studies. If it doesn't …dear Lord...

This note is a feeble call for help. I want someone out here to reach out, to respond, to talk to me and tell me that life can still be meaningful.

I've seen nairalanders put smiles on one another's faces. I'm willing to smile again if someone is willing to make me smile, otherwise I'm in my own.

My dreams, desires and aspirations, I can't find them again. I look in my aging parents' eyes, I see the helplessness and I break even more! To my siblings, I'm just an egbon who doesn't know what he's gonna do.

If this reaches you and you hear my voice beyond beyond these words, if you're not scared to lend a helping hand, I could use one.

If you have read this, then, thank you...I really appreciate!