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Family / Sad Me by gingsblog(f): 12:14pm On Nov 03, 2016
My sister gets all the love
And support she needs
She has always been first
In your mind and heart
who am i ?
My brother gets anything
He wants even when he
Doesn’t deserve it at all
Because he’s the baby
I’m the one you can
Count on to watch the
Animals or the kid when
You go somewhere
I’m the one that is the
Last person to know
What’s going on and
The last one you consider
What If I want to go
With you when you go
What if I want to do
The same things with you
Why don’t I get the same
Kind of love and support
That they get, aren’t I
Just as important
Don’t I deserve the same
Consideration as them
Don’t I deserve the same
Kind of love and support
Am I not your daughter
Don’t I deserve the same
As your other daughter
Or your son
who am i ?
If I try to tell you how
I feel you get angry and
Upset that I feel this way
Why can’t you understand
I can’t understand why
My feelings make you
Angry and why I am the
One that always gets left behind
Why don’t you take me
With you or plan things
So that I can go with you
Or be more involved in your life
It’s like you don’t know me
Or even care to know me
So I guess I’ll just leave
You three alone
Don’t call me if you want
Someone to watch the animals
Or the kid until you include me
Because I want to be included
I am no longer the watcher
I guess I will make it by myself
Until I feel I am accepted by the
Family I was born into
Until then, I stand alone
it won’t be new to me
cos thus i have always been
alone for ages
Stages of lonliness
I have known
passed through
its now part of me
I will stand alone
until you know am worth your love
until am recognized
and never antagonized
Until then i will cease to exist
like i have always done
like you made me to
never to be in your mind
Sadness has known my name
tears knowing no bound
but you never knew
never knew my name
Until then
let me dwell in my sadness
swim in my tears
until then

Who am i ?




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Literature / My Angel {dedicated To My Mum} by gingsblog(f): 12:22am On Nov 03, 2016
To the one who gave me life
I can give nothing but love
To the star so full of light
to the one sent from up above.

Thank you for the kindness
for everything you do
thank you for the happiness
thanks for seeing me through.

I love you more than anything
I'll love you to the end
you are my mother first
then my very best friend.

It is unusual what we share
everything I do you know,
every beautiful quality
you have in you, I try to show.

Not often enough do I tell you
how much you mean to me
Not often enough do I show you
how your love set me free

To live forever and always
Is what I wish for you.
A long life ever-lasting
for one so sacred and true

You are my special angel
who I always find comfort in
whether life is in a shambles
whether I lose or whether I win

To the one who gave me life,
I can give nothing but love
to the one who genuinely is,
sent from heaven above

To an angel sent by God
to watch and look after a prince
to the only one i love
my first love

I loved you the very day i opened my eyes
love you now
will forever love you
for you are my angel


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Literature / Your Mind The Key by gingsblog(f): 11:25pm On Nov 02, 2016
You all look at me,
This guy on stage
Telling you about how this world can be a cage.
Telling you,
Yeah most don't chase their dreams,
And in fact dream-
Most don't even do that.
So I'm here to tell you,
You can have everything you ever wanted if you just believe.
Just dream about anything you can conceive,
Just believe in yourself and that's all you need,
To be the best there ever was, at whatever I mean-
What's the point of living if you don't dream?
To not live life to the fullest?
To not be in this moment?
Because this is a gift,
A gift of opportunity,
To seize the moment.

You have a feeling about it but do you know what it means?
Then why are you sitting there listening to some guy talk to you about what life should be like,
Instead of living life with the girl you like,
Or being an actor,
Or doing what you love.

Really?
When's the last time you seized the moment?
When's the last time you did something different for a change?
Because to me it seems like people don't have a range.
Wake up,
What's the point?
To go to some job at some restaurant joint?
Is that your dream?
Then why are you doing it?

People say YOLO like it's a joke,
You only live once,
Why are you broke?
There's nothing stopping you except for your preconceived notion of it can't be,
It's not in the cards for me.
And I'm here to tell you...

You're wrong!

There is nothing stopping you from being happy except you,
So turn that frown upside down and do you.
No one can stop you,
So stop acting like they can.
Tell your parents, "I'm joining a band!".
Live out your life because it's yours and no one else's.
Praise The Lord like Moses.

Yesterday's history,
And tomorrow's a mystery,
So take this gift,
The present.
And transform your life,
Because that's what it is...
Your life!
Your happiness
Your priority
Make it your vision
Your vision your mission

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Romance / Crush by gingsblog(f): 11:15pm On Nov 02, 2016
A crush is a nice thing to have

It makes you feel nice

Loved

Cared about

Thought about

And so on

But when you see a lot of people crushing on each other

And you’re the only one without a crush

It makes you feel sad

But sometimes you might feel happy you don’t have a crush and somebody doesn’t have a crush on you

But deep down inside

Your slowly dying of loneliness

You’re happy because you don’t want to get hurt

But you would actually risk anything to be loved

I know how you feel

I was vulnerable to the heart breaking

And I got it broken

Into tiny pieces

I don’t go for it no more because crushing is just a waste of time

But for people who love “love” thinks it’s everything and will do anything to try and find their soulmate

And when they find that person they live happily ever after

But some don’t

Some die from it

Some suffer depression

I almost did

But I never gave up

I searched and searched

But no luck

So I’m giving up on it

Why bothering keep going when there’s nobody to love you

I just sit here…

On my bed…

And cry myself to sleep…

Knowing… that nobody likes me…
Romance / Love And Hope Www.gingsblog. by gingsblog(f): 10:46pm On Nov 02, 2016
I once thought you loved me
Your words I trusted
Your breath I once desired to feel
Aspired to always be your desire

You made believed every word you ever said to me
Filled my memory with thoughts
Your own thoughts
My gaze became filled with your face

You told me not to look at the sky
Made me believe it wasn’t meant for me
You became my sky
The sky that reflects my moon

I never believed in promise
Not until I met you
Never believed in true love
Until my eyes beheld you

I was threw off my balance the moment I approached you
My speech left me
My vocal organs became dormant
Confused state I was thrown

Promises I made to myself became broken
Broken and replaced by your own promises
Reasons to love
The joy to be loved you gave me

Joy I thought no man would ever take from me
My state and fate you changed
And I became empty
Yet filled with your thoughts

All these while I thought they were all true
True like your beauty
Beauty that can never be washed away
Beauty that has come to stay

I never knew it was vanity
Never knew it will one day fade away
Away like ashes before the wind
Away like a melted ice

But how can I know
When I was lost
Lost in my thought of you
Lost in vanity that will fade

I never knew until you left
I never understood until I looked for you
Searching through winter and summer
Searching for a beauty that has long gone

Beauty that has gone beyond my reach
Gone never to return again
Gone as ashes
Washed away by wind

You left not minding all your promises
Promises made out of a solemn heart
Saddled by love
Promise made with love

To the great world beyond you went
World where my word will never reach
Never to penetrate
A world of great hunters

That is where you choose to be
A land where men and women has traveled to
But never returned
That is where you choose to be

You left and so did the joy
Joy that was once my strength
Joy that came out of our love
Joy untold is now being told

Now I weep
Like Moulisa I mourn
Shedding tears that you never wished to see
Tears of pain
Pains of love

Will my tears know an end?
Will I ever see your beautiful face?
Will I be given another chance to behold the source of my joy?
Joy once untold

I live with hope
Hope from an unknown source
Hope stronger than love
Hope that one day we shall meet to part no more

Politics / War War War!!!!!! by gingsblog(f): 3:08pm On Nov 01, 2016
I write for men to see
the wise will see and heed
and thus be saved
but the fool will see and ignore
snore and thus perish
Heed my words and be saved

This is war
Not like the days of old
There are no patriotic muskets that shoot liberty
Instead just desperate glocks resisting oppression of what they call a free world
I see those who still withhold their oath
Getting slaughtered
Cause its like a machine

One defective part ruins the whole unit
By creating this world where using force is the only thing that gets attention
You’ve also created a world where the end justifies the means
And if that means lives are lost in order to finally be equal
Then i guess the end totally justifies the means
I see not just a war
I see a civil war
Instead of brothers in arms i see
Brothers that are heavily armed
going against an entire sea of shields

I see years of progress going down the drain
I see mothers losing sons
Sons losing father
Fathers losing brothers
mourning filled the land
I see a nation divided
The unborn is going to be beaten to a pulp
Give me your hand
I see caked blood on concrete
Dead bodies on grass
Mothers crying seeing
babies lowered caskets

Its face is going to be black and blue
Like a baton just struck it
her body is going to be torn asunder
Like it just took three bullets to the chest
the unborn is going to feel secluded cause
now its locked away in a never ending battle no other country has deal with
The future is dim
So dim
deeper than ocean
who can view it?
none
Our leaders told us all is well
gave us words of deceit
words clothed with lies
Lies that will one day steer them on the face
words of war they gave in disguise
words that will one day become their doom
Politics / War War War!!!!!! by gingsblog(f): 2:48pm On Nov 01, 2016
I write for men to see
the wise will see and heed
and thus be saved
but the fool will see and ignore
snore and thus perish
Heed my words and be saved

This is war
Not like the days of old
There are no patriotic muskets that shoot liberty
Instead just desperate glocks resisting oppression of what they call a free world
I see those who still withhold their oath
Getting slaughtered
Cause its like a machine

One defective part ruins the whole unit
By creating this world where using force is the only thing that gets attention
You’ve also created a world where the end justifies the means
And if that means lives are lost in order to finally be equal
Then i guess the end totally justifies the means
I see not just a war
I see a civil war
Instead of brothers in arms i see
Brothers that are heavily armed
going against an entire sea of shields

I see years of progress going down the drain
I see mothers losing sons
Sons losing father
Fathers losing brothers
I see a nation divided
The unborn is going to be beaten to a pulp
Give me your hand
I see caked blood on concrete
Dead bodies on grass
Mothers crying seeing
babies lowered caskets

Its face is going to be black and blue
Like a baton just struck it
her body is going to be torn asunder
Like it just took three bullets to the chest
America is going to feel secluded cause
now its locked away in a never ending battle no other country has deal with
The future is dim
Literature/Writing Ads / Re: Versatile And Dedicated Writers Wanted by gingsblog(f): 2:14pm On Nov 01, 2016
Am interested..Am a freelance writer and a poet, my website is www.gingsblog. and www.gingsart..com i have my works there pls check and contact me on aginagideon@gmail.com or my whatsapp line 08174050526
Poems For Review / BED OF POEM by gingsblog(f): 1:57pm On Nov 01, 2016
Make love to me with
your song, poem your poetry.
Flow slowly-do not rush it.
not so fast.

Let your words last.
Stroke me slowly
Put your back into it
Caress my totality

Draw me into your world
let me succumb -to your glib tongue
I hear your commands
As you slowly express
how capable you are

Expanding my mind
taking me places I've never been
Firmly holding me in the grips
of your suspense.

I was tense
Waiting for the end - you letting me
down gently as your poem ended
I bask in the after math-of a poetry bath

Thinking of the ecstasy of
where your poetry took me.
I let down my hair-because
you swoon creativity

I get off on your enunciation
and affections- inflections
Word erections-sensitivity
and vulnerability.

Allowing me to feel every word-
as you speak slowly
you enter me with your "diction".
Slow and easy you speak to me
Stroking me with your poetry...

You took me to peaks
of ecstasy-with your
sweet glib tongue
and that's why I -
let you make..
Make sweet Poetry to me..
Education / My Blood Www.gingsart..com by gingsblog(f): 1:45pm On Nov 01, 2016
Is your family still together, just like way back when?
Do you stick by each other through thick and thin?

Or do you hardly know the one that you call brother?
And do you ponder why you seldom talk to mother?

It wasn't always this way, I can recall there was a time...
We were all together and we were doing fine.

We all have our problems, please don't get me wrong...
But I can remember a time when life was still a song.

So much has happened to tear us into pieces...
Broken hearts never mended and hatred still increases...

Once I became an adult and reality banged on my door,
I realized that this was not a family anymore...

It is small and broken, some here and there...
Left to wonder who really cares.

It brings a storm of resentment from what has become...
The events of this torn home left me feeling numb.

Even though I now have a life that I cherish
I love my family and I would never let perish...

The foundation I've built from what I've learned...
The feeling of warmth for which I yearned.

I once missed the ways I learned to live without...
No stronger than the flame which we blew out.

Now I've built a fire and it lights up the sky...
With a deep devotion that I will never let die.

Your family is there, whether you want it or not...
It just depends on who you've got.

Blood doesn't make us more loyal than a friend...
Nor does it establish who's there in the end.

Let them go if they just never pulled through.
Sometimes you find, you'll always have to.

I never took it straight to the heart...
Just thought of it as two worlds apart.

So it stands today that I feel whole...
Regardless of the past that lives within my soul.

Literature / D' LAST Goodbye. by gingsblog(f): 1:35pm On Nov 01, 2016
Here, dark was the only light. Nothing but emptiness, all hope had long disappeared. They told me it couldn't rain forever, but clearly, they was wrong. How am I supposed to take another breath without you? It's been a year and I'm so alone. It's always so dark wherever I am and the rain just doesn't stop anymore. Every step is a battle, every breath is a lung full I wish I would miss. The plates... They don't get washed anymore. I don't eat. I don't sleep. I don't live. The photos represent a boy, the mirror, it only shows a shell. It shows eyes are like seashells; just empty hollows to represent what once was.

I'm not alive. Perhaps I once was, but not anymore. When you left so did I. Everything's so dull... So empty. When did the house get so big? The hallways are like roads, the rooms are a maze, the stairs became a mountain. Piles of letters block the front door, I dare to open any? What if they're not for me? What if they're eviction warnings? If I don't check I won't know. It would be pointless to leave, people wouldn't see me, no one has knocked for months, even the dog left me. I wish I could look for him but you know I can't leave. I know you would be ashamed of me, I'm trying, I swear I'm trying! Why did you leave me? You could have stayed! You should have stayed! I need you... I can't be without you anymore...

I've thought about it so many times but never been able to. It's in the closet waiting for me, all I have to do is go in... It won't take long. They keep telling me to do it, they follow me around the house, why won't they leave me alone? I just want to be alone. I want to be with you. Would you be annoyed at me? If I left here to be with you? I guess we'll find out tonight. For this is the last time I'll be alone, this is the last time I'll struggle. I stared at the photos, wiping the dust from their shattered frames. As I kissed your lips one final time I was brought back to that day, the last time I felt someone else's love. I realized it was time for me to let go.

The last feeling of intimacy was that of the rope as it hugged my neck. It seemed in these final moments the rain outside began to stop. This was my final calling, my last goodbye.



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