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Hi everyone,
I have come to rant.
I am not actually new here,

Today again,I saw af as it's been for the past 5 months after a miscarriage at 21 weeks..

A baby that I lost at birth because she was too small to survive

Today makes it exactly 5 months,it was on a Sunday like this,started with cramps a day before,and before the day ended,I lost a baby I had been looking for for the past 3 years...

It's been hell and I almost died primarily because I know what it took me before I got pregnant,and God did it, miraculously only a month after I did HsG,I conceived naturally ,my dreams of becoming a mother came alive,it was as if I was dreaming,a month went by,by the time I was two months,I was already showing, people rejoiced with me.. and then at 5 months,the devil struck...my joy was cut short..
My baby girl died, at almost 22 weeks,plus,she didn't even see me,could have been saved by a cervical cerclage the Doctors said..

Here I am again,five months later,period not even regular again,ranging from 24-32 days interval

Can't even live again,I try as much as possible but 5 months later,still the same .......

Started trying immediately but here we are....

Would have put to bed by now.EDD September....


God,this is too much pains ......I do not deserve to go through all this....

It is well