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an ex of mine that blocked me on everything and that I haven’t talked to in 2 months and that I have been stuck on recently went on one of my socials that he hasn’t blocked and liked a video. I obviously was very curious so I decided to reach out to him and call him. We talk on the phone for hours and admit we still love and miss each other and we decided to see each other the morning after. I drove 30 min and we sat in the car and cuddled and kissed and listened to music. When I left to go to work he also called me and wanted to talk. While we were there in the car he said that it was most likely the last time we see eachother. On the phone he tells me that he wanted closure and he doesn’t think it’s the right time right now for a relationship and that he’s having doubts. Later that day I ask him if when you really want someone and can’t leave them alone, why force a breakup? He said we can talk abt that after his work. After his work, he unadded my *** and I called him. He said “look I’m not ready for a relationship and I’m not looking for one I need to be in the right mindset right now” he told me that he’s not going to block my number and that I can still contact him if I need him. I just feel so lost bc why show someone so much physical attention and then not want them anymore?