You have your life to live and also the right to make decisions on your own (without being disrespectful to your parents).

It's funny you 'jealous of your roommate cos of girls, if you add them to your current predicament right now; you will end up far worse. My advice is forget about girls for now, apologize to your parent for being disrespectful and ask for help (Tonypen247 said it all).

Once you've figured out what you want to do with your life, relate same to your parents and siblings respectfully and i believe they will all support you.

Thank goodness you have older siblings you can learn from and if possible, stay with after your service year; make the best of these opportunities.

Ablemed:
Can therapy work for me?? isn't it to late at 24years of age?? I just finished calling mum now and accused her of everything that has happened to me, I told her I don't want to hear from her, not anytime soon. I've tried calling my Dad to but his line is switch off, I just wanna cut both of them off, They put me in this mess that I have to fight alone now